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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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Yeah, I really hope you get your gift okay. I know how you are feeling right now (been there). Let us know how you get on.
 
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HopefulButPrepared

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Jun 22, 2022
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I have 10 mg of phenobarbital, rather than pentobarbital, and I plan to mix it with lots of benzos, opiates and alcohol - hopefully this will work
 
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london3

london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
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Update: I woke up this morning to see a response from D. D sent me a tracking number and I have access to updates regarding the shipping progress. Not sure if I should mention estimated time of arrival for privacy and security reasons. I am hoping that it makes it past Australian customs. If it gets seized I will be very unhappy and feel even more trapped.
Good luck, hopefully it will arrive soon.
 
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Razor67

Razor67

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Apr 11, 2022
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The gift is on its way. So grateful I can CTB peacefully. Fingers crossed that everything goes as planned.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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I have 10 mg of phenobarbital, rather than pentobarbital, and I plan to mix it with lots of benzos, opiates and alcohol - hopefully this will work
I wish you all the best and hope that you find peace one way or another. I am not familiar with the method you have just described so I cannot comment.
The gift is on its way. So grateful I can CTB peacefully. Fingers crossed that everything goes as planned.
That is great news. We are in the same boat right now. Holding thumbs that all goes smoothly for us regarding customs!
Good luck, hopefully it will arrive soon.
Thank you! Also holding thumbs that it arrives quickly. Every day that I wait is complete agony.
Yeah, I really hope you get your gift okay. I know how you are feeling right now (been there). Let us know how you get on.
Thank you! I am also really hoping that things go smoothly. I am terribly anxious and stressed and suspect I will be right until I receive the gift. Will update more when I find out more. So far so good, package is moving nicely and has not been held up anywhere yet.
 
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Hope:-)

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Would purchasing to a hostel be too conspicuous? Like most hostels, it has a strange name as opposed to a street number. Just wondering if this would elicit more attention.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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Would purchasing to a hostel be too conspicuous? Like most hostels, it has a strange name as opposed to a street number. Just wondering if this would elicit more attention.
Hmm, I am not sure about that. Perhaps ask D if a hotel address will work. I assume the package comes in a very disguised way.
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Thanks for your response. Would appreciate other people's input regarding d shipping to shared hostel accommodation. Its not like a night shelter. I have my own room, but the staff generally take the post in and the hostel has a conspicuous name. Also I suppose if it's seized it would be a very public affair. What do you think?
 
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Razor67

Razor67

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Apr 11, 2022
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Update: package is in Europe. Waiting till it goes trough customs. Will keep you all updated when arrived
 
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park.mr

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Dec 18, 2021
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I'm waiting for my package too. I live in Thailand and hope it pass the customs.
 
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Razor67

Razor67

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Apr 11, 2022
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Thanks for your response. Would appreciate other people's input regarding d shipping to shared hostel accommodation. Its not like a night shelter. I have my own room, but the staff generally take the post in and the hostel has a conspicuous name. Also I suppose if it's seized it would be a very public affair. What do you think?
Depends if you can "take" the financial loss. It's not cheap. I would not take the risk of interception if you can't try it again. If you can why not try it. If intercepted. Reassess (it will suck and eyes will maybe questions will be asked) depends on the country's laws. look for another way or indeed ask D for advice.
I'm waiting for my package too. I live in Thailand and hope it pass the customs.
Are the customs "tough" there ? Australia and US are though country's. I'm feel so fortunate that I know here it's not the case. I one time got a lot benzos ordered via deepweb and they marked it as "gift" and went trough with ease. I think they don't really care about the "small" things
 
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Razor67

Razor67

Member
Apr 11, 2022
54
I don't know. Hope it won't get seized by the customs. My package is still in the US.
I hope it will get to you and you will get to decide your own (most) peaceful way to CTB if you are 100% sure. You will be in my thoughts and blessings
 
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CemetryGates

CemetryGates

𝔅𝔢𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
Of course I wish for N, but it is not a possibility for me. I do envy those with the option of it though. It is unfair how people have to do research online to get a peaceful death. It all sounds so complicated and people are already suffering enough without having to do all this extensive research and planning. I hope that you find what you are looking for. I know that for many it can be a comfort just having the option of a peaceful exit, not feeling as though they are trapped in this life with no way out.
I agree, all we ask for is to leave with peace not bothering anyone yet the price we have to pay is exorbitant. :(
 
49yoBrokenNYDoll

49yoBrokenNYDoll

All’s well that ends pretty prettyy prettyyy soon
Sep 30, 2021
43
I have 10 mg of phenobarbital, rather than pentobarbital, and I plan to mix it with lots of benzos, opiates and alcohol - hopefully this will work
Was thinking of doing the same thing as I cannot for the life of me find D's information in the PPeH. Is it easier to buy pentobarbital online (without listing sources)? I'm not sure what I'm allowed to ask, just, how difficult was it to obtain? Thank you.
 
Razor67

Razor67

Member
Apr 11, 2022
54
Update: it has arrived at customs.. last line we have to check
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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I just had a report from someone in the UK for a very "belated" wellness visit.
All went fine, no legal issues or seizures, but LE has definitely been made aware of the names/addresses of recipients of N from D.

More details here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...izures-and-wellness-visits.91312/post-1665819
 
HopefulButPrepared

HopefulButPrepared

Experienced
Jun 22, 2022
247
Was thinking of doing the same thing as I cannot for the life of me find D's information in the PPeH. Is it easier to buy pentobarbital online (without listing sources)? I'm not sure what I'm allowed to ask, just, how difficult was it to obtain? Thank you.
you mean pheno? - nembutal is pento
I just had a report from someone in the UK for a very "belated" wellness visit.
All went fine, no legal issues or seizures, but LE has definitely been made aware of the names/addresses of recipients of N from D.

More details here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...izures-and-wellness-visits.91312/post-1665819
fuck, that's crazy - the UK police are on to it too! Can they check your house? My house is like an back-alley pharmacy!
i might order it to my local mcdonalds, then just go up to the counter with the tracking number and collect it, like you would a happy meal - do you think this would work to evade law enforcement?
 
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Razor67

Razor67

Member
Apr 11, 2022
54
May I ask, in what country do you live? Because I'm curious where are so tough Law Enforcements.
Sorry I don't want to take the risk as I believe law enforcement is looking probably at this website. It's so important for me to get it. It's North of Europe. Not Scandinavië. Below there somewhere. Hope you get some idea
 
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park.mr

Member
Dec 18, 2021
8
UPS said the package was broken and the package was lost. I will ask him to send me a new one.
 
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Razor67

Member
Apr 11, 2022
54
Update: if I follow the tracking. Package will be delivered today.

Side note. Does D provide Metoclopramide with N purchase?
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
Update: if I follow the tracking. Package will be delivered today.

Side note. Does D provide Metoclopramide with N purchase?
sometimes yes and sometimes no. Good luck with your delivery.
 
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Sobreviviente

Member
Jun 4, 2022
60
I've ordered as well. UPS shows a message: "Your package is pending release from a Govt Agency. Once they release it, your package will be on its way". So does it mean that it was seized and I shoud reorder or just wait a couple of days?
 
jcksonb22

jcksonb22

deadboy
Jul 18, 2021
65
I've ordered as well. UPS shows a message: "Your package is pending release from a Govt Agency. Once they release it, your package will be on its way". So does it mean that it was seized and I shoud reorder or just wait a couple of days?
it's still going through customs, jus wait
 
Razor67

Razor67

Member
Apr 11, 2022
54
For how many days?
I had a package ones "stuck" at customs. Took about 5 days total to get trough. I was really nervous but was no need for, looking back.

They said in the tracking page could take up to 2 weeks depending on shipping method. So extra payment for express shipping goes faster in most cases.

Again this obviously is different for every country and also season of the year. Like Christmas season is a hell to send anything.
 

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