Venting PTSD is Out of Control

[Unattainable666]

The PTSD is out of control! Can't sleep - keep having nightmares; when I wake up the nightmares don't go away. The mental, emotional and physical abuse is still so vivid. I wish I was dead - at peace. I'm nothing more than a coward. It's the brave that leave us. Hopefully it will happen soon. I'm so ready to go. Waiting for my sweet little girl to die (my cat). When she leaves, I'm right behind her. SHe has liver cancer - incurable, but she is hanging on. I hate reliving the past over and over .... No one really understands.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you are going through, I hope that you eventually find peace from all the suffering.