Story Psych ward + attempt experience

[capi]

So yea I tried to attempt with KN :)

Called 911 on myself and got sent away. I spat out the KN cus I was freaked out. (Dont judge..) so i dont have any bodily symptoms to say sorry.

Some notes of the experience:
KN doesnt taste bad at all. The meto tastes way worst. Honestly it made me suspicious because it was a more weird chemical taste that wasnt bad at all rather than really salty. But i mean my test was pure so idk. It just isnt really whats described.
Also- no side effects from the meto overdose.

the psych ward was surprisingly nice. Its basically just waiting room simulator. I got needed ptsd meds and made some friends that help out. Also got my diet back. And i managed to get a tan there (loll)

When I came back people were a lot nicer to me. I kind of felt bad but whatever.

The most traumatic experience was being sent in the er and waiting. Its horrible and cold and they treat you so weird. And the ambulance is the worst. I stayed up all night there on poison watch in the er.

I managed to keep my remaining kn and meto

 

[TBONTB]

Welcome back

 

[Forveleth]

Sorry, (yay?) your attempt did not work. I am glad that your experience in the psych ward was not horribly traumatizing, and appears to have been good for you! It is rare to hear positive psych ward stories around here, so this is nice. Thank you for sharing.

 

[capi]

Sorry, (yay?) your attempt did not work. I am glad that your experience in the psych ward was not horribly traumatizing, and appears to have been good for you! It is rare to hear positive psych ward stories around here, so this is nice. Thank you for sharing.

I was just lucky :) there was great people that got admitted along with me and we helped each other a lot.
Though it helps our ward separates the suicidal/homicidal people and their needs.

Some more notes:
Dont do an attempt in the midweek because the weekends dont count for the pink slip lol
If they put u on new meds dont SAY ANYTHING or any side effects because any change in dosage or new meds they automatically keep you 3 days longer (required by law)
I said ssris caused ideation in me so he put me on a low dose first and then changed the dosage up, causing me to stay longer

 

[Jisatsu]

Did you get methylene blue , and how far did you get with the effects of KN? Did you go in and out of consciousness?

I just bought kn and I'm wondering how your experience was besides the panicking and calling for help

 

[capi]

Did you get methylene blue , and how far did you get with the effects of KN? Did you go in and out of consciousness?

I just bought kn and I'm wondering how your experience was besides the panicking and calling for help

Unfortunately i spat it out so no effects :/ but i did have to stay up in the er with my blood pressure being constantly checked every 15 mins. No blue tho.

 

[Jisatsu]

Unfortunately i spat it out so no effects :/ but i did have to stay up in the er with my blood pressure being constantly checked every 15 mins. No blue tho.

Must have not absorbed enough for it to fully hurt your body . After this experience do you think you'd take kn again?

 

[capi]

Must have not absorbed enough for it to fully hurt your body . After this experience do you think you'd take kn again?

Honestly I think so.
It definitely makes me more anxious however. It doesnt have many cbt accounts and it has different properties. I also hope me opening it two times didnt affect the purity. The taste was different than what people said too.
I would much rather have sn.
But now that im used to kn, and kind of liked the taste, might just stick with it, especially because my packages are being watched now

 

[bleedxi]

how long were you in the er / psych ward?

 

[capi]

how long were you in the er / psych ward?

Er one night (1 am to 9 am)
Psych ward was 7 days (Wednesday to Wednesday)