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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
peace and love to all of u

Big warning for anyone in the UK considering it but I managed to find a supplier that didn't ask questions and allowed me to purchase 250g 98% purity sodium nitrite and I made an order on the 6th January.

2 days ago the police knocked on my door, the parcel was stopped at customs and was intercepted by UK government. I am now one wrong move away from being sectioned, I have gotten several phone calls daily from mental health box-tickers in the NHS asking me if i have any plans wanting to kill myself and this doesn't look like it will stop anytime soon. I received another welfare check by the yesterday and have had my GP contact me telling me that I absolutely have to attend an appointment tomorrow if I do not want the police to get further involved, further risking being sectioned.

Do not be like me. They WILL intercept the parcel, every supplier has a legal obligation to inform the UK Govt. on the contents of a parcel entering the UK and, if you're not an actual fucking chemist, you have a zero percent chance to receive it and a one hundred percent chance to end up on a fucking watchlist.
 
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raybd

Student
Dec 4, 2019
137
Move on to KN. RTFM: PPEH.
Bunch more options given in it.
 
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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
Move on to KN. RTFM: PPEH.
Bunch more options given in it.
This is just a warning for anyone who this is relevant to, tbh.

Appreciate the advice but I got zero chance now with these more relatively peaceful options, I order that stuff and I'm risking getting put in a psych ward for 6 months.
 
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Dayrain

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Feb 3, 2023
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I'm sorry this has happened like it happened. It looks as if you absolutely could not have foreseen this. What another treacherous law is this, that they are allowed to ship it and take the money and then have to report you without even informing you about this law and giving you the opportunity to cancel the order?
 
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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
I'm sorry this has happened like it happened. It looks as if you absolutely could not have foreseen this. What another treacherous law is this, that they are allowed to ship it and take the money and then have to report you without even informing you about this law and giving you the opportunity to cancel the order?
thank u, yeah it sucks. i'd be lying if i said i didn't entirely foresee something like this happening but it was a risk I took. hopefully i can save someone else the headache.
 
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Dayrain

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Feb 3, 2023
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i'd be lying if i said i didn't entirely foresee something like this happening
Well, of course you maybe made assumptions, but you wrote in your previous thread that you had to do extensive research to find out about that law. And in general the whole process is questionable.
 
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raybd

Student
Dec 4, 2019
137
SN had ready availability due to its meat-packing use. KN is the in-thing now.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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This is just a warning for anyone who this is relevant to, tbh.

Appreciate the advice but I got zero chance now with these more relatively peaceful options, I order that stuff and I'm risking getting put in a psych ward for 6 months.
another reason for me to kill myself asap . that we are all prisoners in this evil prison world.

that the monsters would put me or anyone in a psych ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme suffering shows how evil this world is. me taking a drink and killing myself ( these cells) won't affect anyone else but they'll put me in a mental ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme torture.

a dog is old and or suffering and can get Nembutal

they made Nembutal a crime and now treat anything even purchasing something legal as a crime to create an evil prison world . who would want to live in an evil prison world where they take away our most important right the right to move away from extreme suffering the right to own your own body and life and to do what you want to with your life to choose when to exit this hell etc.
 
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laboratoby

laboratoby

genderfluid meatstick
Jan 15, 2026
5
do you feel cared for because so many governing bodies are reaching out to you or does it feel forced?
 
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persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
214
another reason for me to kill myself asap . that we are all prisoners in this evil prison world.

that the monsters would put me or anyone in a psych ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme suffering shows how evil this world is. me taking a drink and killing these cells myself won't affect anyone else but they'll put me in a mental ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme torture.

a dog is old and or suffering and can get Nembutal

they made Nembutal a crime and now treat anything even purchasing something legal as a crime to create an evil prison world . who would want to live in an evil prison world where they take away our most important right the right to move away from extreme suffering the right to own your own body and life and to do what you want to with your life to choose when to exit this hell etc.
My dad always said: "In the world of the blind, the one-eyed man is king."
 
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raybd

Student
Dec 4, 2019
137
Sorry for being ignorant, but what's KN please
Potassium Nitrite. Potassium is called Kalium and Sodium called Natrium in Latin. So you get NaCl, KCl and such symbols and formulas. PPEH lists more options. They say: Never reinvent the wheel. If the work is already done, it is best to use it.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I hope you're doing alright besides all the dumb welfare check shit. I know it's a lot but I know you'll get through this.
 

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