Help Proofread my hanging method, please!

[ThePollinator]

Okay, so tonight I will try hanging myself again. I'm attaching two belts, one will wrap around my ceiling beam and the other around my neck. I've tried this before and it's strong enough to hold my full body weight. It will be full suspension, and I'm jumping off my bathroom counter, which will be a 1 meter drop, but I'm not depending on my neck snapping so I assume it's fine. (Should I jump off the counter still or slowly lower myself)? I will take 15mg of olanzepine, the maximum recommended dose (not an overdose) of melatonin, and I'll take a tylenol, though I doubt the Tylenol will do anything for the air hunger.

Anything to change? Also how long would it take for me to pass out? I've usually chickened out after 3-5 seconds and pulled myself up. Is there a way to lessen my survival instinct other than the melatonin and olanzepine? And should I eat today or skip eating, and I'm guessing no caffeine, right?

 

[iamgood]

Okay, so tonight I will try hanging myself again. I'm attaching two belts, one will wrap around my ceiling beam and the other around my neck. I've tried this before and it's strong enough to hold my full body weight. It will be full suspension, and I'm jumping off my bathroom counter, which will be a 1 meter drop, but I'm not depending on my neck snapping so I assume it's fine. (Should I jump off the counter still or slowly lower myself)? I will take 15mg of olanzepine, the maximum recommended dose (not an overdose) of melatonin, and I'll take a tylenol, though I doubt the Tylenol will do anything for the air hunger.

Anything to change? Also how long would it take for me to pass out? I've usually chickened out after 3-5 seconds and pulled myself up. Is there a way to lessen my survival instinct other than the melatonin and olanzepine? And should I eat today or skip eating, and I'm guessing no caffeine, right?

dont do that. if u jump 1m the peak dynamic load will be several times your weight since the belt is not dynamic rope. so u may seriously injure your spine.