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Omggg hope your okay :( its okay dont feel bad for it not working its really hard to CTB
We are here for you
sorry to see it....
Dont worry its not your fault that you didnt follow the protocol its probably because of all the emotions and you just couldnt handle it and wait any longer we are all here supporting you i wish you recover soon :)
Oh it wouldve worked, but i called 911Omggg hope your okay :( its okay dont feel bad for it not working its really hard to CTB
We are here for you
This is so sweet, thank you
Where can I read the most updated protocol in full. The SS megathread seems to be outdated as it was written in 2018
we have the same biology since 2018 dont worry it is not outdated
It doesnt really change much but people have different opinions on how much SN you should take but i just follow the table they gave in the megathread it shows you how much you need depending on your weight
It wouldve taken several hours, because i really didnt take enough for me to die right away. i took the SN at 3:13am and i didnt get the antidote MB until 3 hours later, and in those 3 hours i truly felt like i was dying, chest and stomach tightness, half-way conscious, too weak to move, walk, (when i decided to call 911, i got up out of bed took a few steps and collapsed on the floor, nearly passing out because i was so weak) even talking made me feel weaker, my hearing sounded as if i had cotton balls stuck in my ears, very bad cyanosis as if i was already dead, that's all i can think of
If im being honest other than the nausea (that only lasted long enough to urge me to call 911 and then went away once i called
) it felt great, the feeling of dying is oddly pleasurable to me. If there was a drug that made me feel that way id be addicted to itNo thats the only thing i did properly lol. No food and barely a drink for 24 hours prior
I apologize if I'm intruding but I feel a smidge confused now, who is this hubby you speak of? Is it Chris Cornell?
Long story, i had had a series of really vivid dreams with 2 dead rockstars, one was the drummer for my at the time favorite band avenged sevenfold, Jimmy Sullivan. i went to his house, i was getting ready for a wedding. I looked up pictures of his real house when i woke up, the dream house was his exact house, and i had never seen it before that dream.
little confused..... . So you're trying to ctb to be with a celebrity that never met or knew you? I am not sure that dreams are fully proof you guys are like.. In love I suppose
I dont look at life and death that way
I'm curious to learn more if you'd be willing to share <3 I also have some non-normal ways of viewing love and life and the afterlife
Well, i dont look at life as fully physical and set in stone, we have senses which keep us tied to this belief that the reality we see in front of us is the only real life but other states of consciousness like dreaming, or some lack of one like in death aren't. I believe that all of these states are just as real as each other and that life and the awareness in death are both malleable like dreams
Ahh I suppose that makes sense, fascinating, so you believe the dreams were a truth? That he is waiting for you on the other side? I'm curious on how he would've known of you if you both never met, this is quite interesting <3
I dont know honestly, but i like to believe, its the only thing i have to be happy about, id fall apart otherwise
Thank you, i really want to, honestly i need to. But i don't care about having friends. I want my husband. I need someone living if I'm going to stay alive (though I'd still rather be with hubby and hanging sounds easier than i thought)
Once, span of 3 days starting tomorrow probably
