Pro-lifers will cause my death

[Gonnerr]

Yes you read that right , im 43 i would love to go all the way until at least 60 or 70 if i have a product like N on hand when i decide its too much.

But now that all the easy way to go are all going down one by one , do i want to continue and take the risk at 60 or 70 , omg there is nothing left but risky, painful and violent method.

That's why i was so fortunate to buy SN from IC when it was time. I know now from the UK article somebody posted today that the product will do the job quickly and painlessly.

But the product won't last forever 3 years max , more or less , do i want to let that chance go away , that's why im talking to myself , you had a good life , its time to go while you still have that method on hand.

Thanks pro lifer , i will take my life this year. This is the logical choice. I dont want to be scared of not having anything like N or SN in the future.

Suffering is not for me. Im already having health issue , i dont want to go too far in the future unless i have N or SN on hand.

 

[scarecrowbubu]

It is your choice at the end. I'm sorry to hear that you are forced to do it when you don't really feel like doing it. As it being your choice it should be as peaceful as possible. Wish your health issue gets better. Did you think of eventually traveling somewhere where it's easier to get ahold of SN or N and maybe it will give you the option of waiting till you feel like it's the right time? Or maybe there is way to preserve SN for more time, at the end it would be a good way for people that find themselves in your situation and might solve the demand.

 

[Gonnerr]

It is your choice at the end. I'm sorry to hear that you are forced to do it when you don't really feel like doing it. As it being your choice it should be as peaceful as possible. Wish your health issue gets better. Did you think of eventually traveling somewhere where it's easier to get ahold of SN or N and maybe it will give you the option of waiting till you feel like it's the right time? Or maybe there is way to preserve SN for more time, at the end it would be a good way for people that find themselves in your situation and might solve the demand.

Health never gets better when you are getting old , its always a downward spiral for everybody.

 

[scarecrowbubu]

Health never gets better when you are getting old , its always a downward spiral for everybody.

I imagine, but i'm sure there is ways to make it less painful and bearable.

 

[Gonnerr]

For some people its just their destiny to ctb , like for some people they were born for singing , being a doctor, etc. Its the diversity of life and human race , suicide is a part of it. A part of that diversity.

I know its hard to accept for some people but it will always be. Like you will never get rid of drugs because some people are made to do drugs and some people are made to ctb.

 

[scarecrowbubu]

For some people its just their destiny to ctb , like for some people they were born for singing , being a doctor, etc. Its the diversity of life and human race , suicide is a part of it. A part of that diversity.

I know its hard to accept for some people but it will always be. Like you will never get rid of drugs because some people are made to do drugs and some people are made to ctb.

I agree with you. I've personally tried to ctb when I was younger but they were stupid attempts. Chose to be a fighter and think that I will change things around. At the end I just became numb and the thoughts of putting an end to this game grow day by day. At this point is just curiosity keeping it at bay.

 

[Gonnerr]

I imagine, but i'm sure there is ways to make it less painful and bearable.

Which one, painkillers until i overdose and die, id rather have acces to N. The right to die will be the next battle, i hope the millenial generation will win that ultimate battle.

 

[scarecrowbubu]

Which one, painkillers until i overdose and die, id rather have acces to N. The right to die will be the next battle, i hope the millenial generation will win that ultimate battle.

I wish you find the best way to do it and finally find peace. Sadly no good news about N. Sure thing we are making history in this community and we are making changes. It will be slow and painful. Apparently as the rest of life.

 

[Gonnerr]

I agree with you. I've personally tried to ctb when I was younger but they were stupid attempts. Chose to be a fighter and think that I will change things around. At the end I just became numb and the thoughts of putting an end to this game grow day by day. At this point is just curiosity keeping it at bay.

I hope you find peace whatever your decision is , it is your life after all. You were born without your consent so the least we could have is the right to die when we choose to following a strict protocol no matter how old people are.

 

[scarecrowbubu]

I hope you find peace whatever your decision is , it is your life after all. You were born without your consent so the least we could have is the right to die when we choose too following a strict protocol no matter how old people are.

Thank you for the kind words. I'll keep you in my thoughts. Wish you the best, may we meet on the bus one day.

 

[Gonnerr]

I wish you find the best way to do it and finally find peace. Sadly no good news about N. Sure thing we are making history in this community and we are making changes. It will be slow and painful. Apparently as the rest of life.

Yes we are , every words and opinions matters , because we need to speak out loud , like I said we are born without our consent and people are kept here by pro lifers and those people are suffering and they just want to go peacefully.

Its not hard to understand, some of them like me worked very hard all their life , the least we could have when its too much is the right to die.

Thank you for the kind words. I'll keep you in my thoughts. Wish you the best, may we meet on the bus one day.

Thanks we will , bus 949 going to a peaceful place for eternity.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really does disgust me how those people want to take away all reliable methods and leave people with no choice but to resort to risky and brutal ones, it's so inhumane how people cannot exit this world in peace whenever they wish to, existing is completely futile and unnecessary anyway, I think that it's irrational to actually want to be tortured by old age.

It would be different if something happened to those people to place them in a situation of extreme suffering. The reality is that anyone can end up in a situation of the most horrific torture at any moment, I bet pro lifers wouldn't be saying "life is a gift" then. In such a harmful world it's unacceptable to deny people a peaceful exit, it should be a basic human right.