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I just did a test of measuring 200ml (equivalent to two bottles of N) of liquid in a cup. I put in very bitter lime juice. It took me about 3 swallows to get it down, so it should be around the same with N. I know that N is a lot more potent and revolting than the test I did, so I will have to bear that in mind. I may try vodka and lime the next time.
 
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Would adding sugar make N less effective for us?
 
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I will do the same but with vodka. I think I can. There is a small chance that you can get $1100. If not, I'll go with SN.
 
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xyzblahh

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I keep meaning to do this, just with water to kindnof mentally get my head round 200ml. Luckily I don't have a good sense of taste so I'm not worried about that.

Did the lime juice make you gag? Because if not, you'll probably be okay. The taste itself is only a downside if it makes you throw up. I can't imagine N being too much worse than pure lime juice lol.

At the end of the day, who the hell cares if it tastes bad? N is gold standard for its peacefulness, not its taste.
 
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I keep meaning to do this, just with water to kindnof mentally get my head round 200ml. Luckily I don't have a good sense of taste so I'm not worried about that.

Did the lime juice make you gag? Because if not, you'll probably be okay. The taste itself is only a downside if it makes you throw up. I can't imagine N being too much worse than pure lime juice lol.

At the end of the day, who the hell cares if it tastes bad? N is gold standard for its peacefulness, not its taste.
No, I didn't gag or anything. I just did it as a test to get a feel for the amount of liquid that I will have to drink. 3 swallows should be enough to get it down. Hopefully it aint too much worse than the lime juice but I am used to drinking nasty liquids haha. I drink really bitter kratom and lemon everyday. As you said, it is the gold standard, so fuck the taste. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.
 
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No, I didn't gag or anything. I just did it as a test to get a feel for the amount of liquid that I will have to drink. 3 swallows should be enough to get it down. Hopefully it aint too much worse than the lime juice but I am used to drinking nasty liquids haha. I drink really bitter kratom and lemon everyday. As you said, it is the gold standard, so fuck the taste. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.
Same, my dude. Have something small and nice to chase with (a little chocolate or a swallow of your favourite alcohol). Personally, I'm probably going with some fresh orange juice.
 
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Same, my dude. Have something small and nice to chase with (a little chocolate or a swallow of your favourite alcohol). Personally, I'm probably going with some fresh orange juice.
good idea. Yeah, I think a little Baileys Irish cream, for me, at the end may do the trick 🥃
 
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3 swallows is good, I'm at like 6 or 8 gulps but can do it fairly quickly. I'm trying different cups out to see which one is the best/ easiest to use
 
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3 swallows is good, I'm at like 6 or 8 gulps but can do it fairly quickly. I'm trying different cups out to see which one is the best/ easiest to use
Good idea buttercup. I think it helps to do regular tests like this. What is it you are drinking for the tests?
 
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Good idea buttercup. I think it helps to do regular tests like this. What is it you are drinking for the tests?
I started with water and now I'm doing diluted apple cider vinegar which isn't too bad
 
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I started with water and now I'm doing diluted apple cider vinegar which isn't too bad
oh, wow, if you can drink that nasty shit, you're good to go :pfff:
 
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Do you think? I actually quite like it, definitely drank worse
 
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Do you think? I actually quite like it, definitely drank worse
Yeah, oh my it's awful. It is vinegar after all and it makes me gag. Like I said if you can handle that you are good for N lol
 
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Buttercup

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Yeah, oh my it's awful. It is vinegar after all and it makes me gag. Like I said if you can handle that you are good for N lol
Thanks that's reassuring
 
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I think a good idea is to just chug it. Remember drinking beer as a teenager? You have some control over the muscle action in your throat. You can force it to swallow quickly. I have to push water all day when I don't really want any (for my health), and I've learned to down a glass really fast just to get it in me already.

It's also key to block the olfactory sensation that moves up the back of your throat to your nasal passages. Ever notice how when you eat a spoon of vanilla ice cream it takes a moment for the taste to register? That's because your sense of smell comprises the vast majority of what you taste and it takes a second or two for the "flavor" to be acknowledged in your brain. But once it's there, it's there to stay.

In other words, get it down quick without focusing on the taste, and resist the temptation to smell it before you drink it.
 
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I think a good idea is to just chug it. Remember drinking beer as a teenager? You have some control over the muscle action in your throat. You can force it to swallow quickly. I have to push water all day when I don't really want any (for my health), and I've learned to down a glass really fast just to get it in me already.

It's also key to block the olfactory sensation that moves up the back of your throat to your nasal passages. Ever notice how when you eat a spoon of vanilla ice cream it takes a moment for the taste to register? That's because your sense of smell comprises the vast majority of taste and it takes a second or two for the "flavor" to be acknowledged in your brain. But once it's there, it's there to stay.

In other words, get it down quick without focusing on the taste, and resist the temptation to smell it before you drink it.
Yeah, that might work for some, but I don't think I could handle it. I have tried beer Bongs and it didn't end so well for me :pfff:
 
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Pinching your nose is another tip
 
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Doing the same now. I also bought some XL straws but I can't tell if those help or hurt. There's so much pressure when you've only got one shot at getting it right. I cannot believe my life has lead me to this.
 
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Doing the same now. I also bought some XL straws but I can't tell if those help or hurt. There's so much pressure when you've only got one shot at getting it right. I cannot believe my life has lead me to this.
I agree with you. Personally, I now feel that my time is much shorter because that N won't last forever. Saying that it could probably last for years if stored correctly. I totally understand what you are going through. I look at the bottles, sometimes, and say to myself so this is how it ends. Then I say to myself, most people would do anything to get this stuff and I feel more gratitude. Still hurts though.
 
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I have to admit, when I read a certain book I thought I'd get N and it'll be easy. But since reading this site, I'm worried I might fail. Don't know if I can really gulp down 200ml, especially since I haven't been able to get meto.
 
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I have to admit, when I read a certain book I thought I'd get N and it'll be easy. But since reading this site, I'm worried I might fail. Don't know if I can really gulp down 200ml, especially since I haven't been able to get meto.
Do you have N?
 
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Treeline589

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Just a quick question- it is recommended to drink N within a certain time period correct? I have heard within 5 minutes- is that right?
 
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Just a quick question- it is recommended to drink N within a certain time period correct? I have heard within 5 minutes- is that right?
to be honest I have no idea. Seems reasonable enough, time wise. You definitely don't want it sitting in a glass collecting moisture for too long, that's for sure.
 
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to be honest I have no idea. Seems reasonable enough, time wise. You definitely don't want it sitting in a glass collecting moisture for too long, that's for sure.
Thanks!
 
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Bitterness is a very odd and unique sort of sensation. Things that are acidic like lemons and limes are very different, and even drinking generally gross tasting stuff won't prepare you for what it's like to drink something extremely bitter.

A really good bitter N-like taste test imitation would be a strong tea made of this stuff, maybe mixed with a little vodka:

Dry bitter gourd / bitter melon tea. You can usually find it at asian grocers. Heads up, it will probably be the most bitter thing you've ever tasted. Healthy stuff, though.

Bittermelon
 
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Would drinking bitter drinks reguarly help with that response to throw it up?
 
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Just a quick question- it is recommended to drink N within a certain time period correct? I have heard within 5 minutes- is that right?
If you mean time after you pour it, the answer is do not remove the seals and rubber stopper until you are ready to drink. If you mean time once it's in a glass, ready, the answer is that you will go unconscious in a matter of minutes, so it's important to drink it up expeditiously.
 
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Try to keep it in cool, dark place. Closet is good
For short long term storage
 
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