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Worrying about how to drink it when you already have it is a massive privilege. If I have that worry I may just pass out from sheer delight. But life does love to set new baselines -- hedonic treadmill style.
 
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What's long term look like? Months? Years? Decades?
PPH says on shelf life that expiry date is generally 2 years, but if stored well and kept sealed, shelf life is many years longer than that. You'd have to ask your source what the expiration was on bottle.
 
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Doing the same now. I also bought some XL straws but I can't tell if those help or hurt. There's so much pressure when you've only got one shot at getting it right. I cannot believe my life has lead me to this.
Straws are advised against, because it's said that you won't finish drinking it in time (you'd pass out too fast before you got the full lethal dose or something like that).
 
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Straws are advised against, because it's said that you won't finish drinking it in time (you'd pass out too fast before you got the full lethal dose or something like that).

Oh these are super-wide bubble tea straws that you can definitely drink quite quickly through--I just chugged 200ml down in seven gulps through one. I just don't think they help bypass the tongue at all. It's hard to tell, really. But yea...I wouldn't advise trying to sip N through a McDonald's straw or anything.
 
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Oh these are super-wide bubble tea straws that you can definitely drink quite quickly through--I just chugged 200ml down in seven gulps through one. I just don't think they help bypass the tongue at all. It's hard to tell, really. But yea...I wouldn't advise trying to sip N through a McDonald's straw or anything.
Agreed. In general, a regular straw doesn't make it easier to drink quickly, but those large straws definitely do. I used to use a wide blue straw to drink my daily carrot juice, I could down 750mL in seconds with it. Probably faster than without the straw.
Would drinking bitter drinks reguarly help with that response to throw it up?
Just a reminder N doesn't make you vomit, in the way that something like SN would. It's just bitter. Whether this bitterness would make someone vomit or not depends on how sensitive and prone to vomiting that person is. The taste isn't great but without an underlying reason for nausea like cancer or certain meds, vomiting is usually not a problem.

Kind of like how my friend will vomit if she tries to eat broccoli- broccoli doesn't always make people vomit, it's just her sensitivity to the taste.

If someone can drink a strong bitter melon tea, then they can drink N for sure.
 
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Mar 2, 2021
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Agreed. In general, a regular straw doesn't make it easier to drink quickly, but those large straws definitely do. I used to use a wide blue straw to drink my daily carrot juice, I could down 750mL in seconds with it. Probably faster than without the straw.

Just a reminder N doesn't make you vomit, in the way that something like SN would. It's just bitter. Whether this bitterness would make someone vomit or not depends on how sensitive and prone to vomiting that person is. The taste isn't great but without an underlying reason for nausea like cancer or certain meds, vomiting is usually not a problem.

Kind of like how my friend will vomit if she tries to eat broccoli- broccoli doesn't always make people vomit, it's just her sensitivity to the taste.

If someone can drink a strong bitter melon tea, then they can drink N for sure.
It's comforting to hear that you don't need an antiemetic for N but I think people take it for safety. I take so many bitter things. .. coffee, fruit juices. Even when I take my medication I get a disgusting aftertaste on my palate.
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Try to keep it in cool, dark place. Closet is good
For short long term storage
you think it would be okay to store in the cupboard even during the hotter months?
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Well, as you know, there is a 50% chance that I can get N. I take advantage of this thread to help with the experiment. I will drink 200ml of vodka as fast as possible. If I don't vomit I hope I don't do it with N if in the end I can pay for it
 

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Well, as you know, there is a 50% chance that I can get N. I take advantage of this thread to help with the experiment. I will drink 200ml of vodka as fast as possible. If I don't vomit I hope I don't do it with N if in the end I can pay for it
yeah, I was going to try a vodka experiment as well. Are you going to drink it raw, I take it? God, it's so fucking horrible, though, even the smell.
Worrying about how to drink it when you already have it is a massive privilege. If I have that worry I may just pass out from sheer delight. But life does love to set new baselines -- hedonic treadmill style.
I agree, it is a privilege to have it. In fact the first couple of days of having it were some of the happiest days of my life. On the other hand, as time goes by, you start to think like this
jeff goldblum hurry GIF

Then as you say you are back on that treadmill again.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
yeah, I was going to try a vodka experiment as well. Are you going to drink it raw, I take it? God, it's so fucking horrible, though, even the smell.

I agree, it is a privilege to have it. In fact the first couple of days of having it were some of the happiest days of my life. On the other hand, as time goes by, you start to think like this
jeff goldblum hurry GIF

Then as you say you are back on that treadmill again.
Yes. I'll open the bottle and drink it whole. Pure hard vodka. I'll tell you brother
 
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Yes. I'll open the bottle and drink it whole. Pure hard vodka. I'll tell you brother
wow, well good luck with that mate. It's gonna be intense!
 
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What's the worst that could happen short-term if I drank 100ml of 6%-10% cleaning vinegar? As a test for something nasty. I can't be fucked anymore to leave the house and buy alcohol or any bitter teas.

Edit: holy FUCK that was an awful feeling, like my throat got stabbed. So much fucking saliva 💀

The saliva just keeps coming.
 
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Memento mori
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772
wow, well good luck with that mate. It's gonna be intense!


Promised is debt


1.Yes, it's me.
2.
I look like some kind of taliban woman
alcoholic XD

Oh my god it's this nonsense that makes my day, maybe I'll go for beer later XDDD
 
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Promised is debt


1.Yes, it's me.
2.
I look like some kind of taliban woman
alcoholic XD

Oh my god it's this nonsense that makes my day, maybe I'll go for beer later XDDD

Wow, you did that experiment no problem mate! Thanks for sharing your video! It's helpful to see.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Wow, you did that experiment no problem mate! Thanks for sharing your video! It's helpful to see.
Thank you Paul. Know? I thought I would feel bad. After all, there are 59.2 grams of alcohol at once, in addition to a blood alcohol level of 1.04%


But I am happy!

A few minutes ago I was sad and I had barely eaten a little and suddenly I make this video and I'm laughing my ass off XDDDDDD

blessed alcohol,

I wish I could drink it daily without consequences :)
 
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Thank you Paul. Know? I thought I would feel bad. After all, there are 59.2 grams of alcohol at once, in addition to a blood alcohol level of 1.04%


But I am happy!

A few minutes ago I was sad and I had barely eaten a little and suddenly I make this video and I'm laughing my ass off XDDDDDD

blessed alcohol,

I wish I could drink it daily without consequences :)
lol, not only did you provide an informative video, but you got a good laugh out of it too. Bless you! I know the feeling, Yeah, drinking is fun but as you say there are consequences to that lol. Hangovers are no fun either.
 
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lol, not only did you provide an informative video, but you got a good laugh out of it too. Bless you! I know the feeling, Yeah, drinking is fun but as you say there are consequences to that lol. Hangovers are no fun either.
Paul can you confirm D mail address if I write it here then edit asap and remove the address? I just need to confirm I have the right one
 
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Lost Magic

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Paul can you confirm D mail address if I write it here then edit asap and remove the address? I just need to confirm I have the right one
i'll message you
 
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arnab

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Mar 9, 2022
120
Just a quick question- it is recommended to drink N within a certain time period correct? I have heard within 5 minutes- is that right?
5 minutess??

No way. It's within a minute before you're fast asleep.
D's email is in the PPeH
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/
I can't open the link. Can you give me an alternative link ?
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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5 minutess??

No way. It's within a minute before you're fast asleep.

I can't open the link. Can you give me an alternative link ?
Arnab that link is legit, it is just a pain to load and may take a while. Try a different browser. You need to get this information from that book because that's the original source.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
5 minutess??

No way. It's within a minute before you're fast asleep.

I can't open the link. Can you give me an alternative link ?
Try to open the link, while you are opening the pdf file (the book) right click and select save or save as. The book will be downloaded to your pc
 
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Lost Magic

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Try to open the link, while you are opening the pdf file (the book) right click and select save or save as. The book will be downloaded to your pc
yes, once it has loaded you should download it as a pdf. Right on.
I'm in iPhone
Well, that's on you mate. Nothing I can do about that.
 
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BrokenBliss

Invisible. Apparently.
Jan 11, 2022
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I'm in iPhone
Same thing. It just can take a really long time to get the complete document. Especially on a phone. If you have the option, download to a computer or laptop. It still is not quick, but it's a lot easier to read on a bigger device.
 
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