Discussion Pressured to suicide

[goat]

I was wondering if anyone here feels "pressured" to ctb for life situations other than mental issues by itself.
For exemple: you know you're going to jail, be deported, there's someone threatening to do bad things to you, you're going to be homeless, you have a disease that soon you certainly cause you some unbearable disability or anything like this that you just can't deal with but will happen anyway and "forces" you to ctb earlier than you'd like.
And if yes feel free to talk about it if you'd like

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like my health will be a factor that will pressure me into ctb. At the moment, it isn't causing me extreme pressure to leave, but if that gets worse I will need to leave this earth sooner. It is pretty much out of my control.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Well, kind of. I'm a NEET and my family isn't exactly rich or anything, so this lifestyle isn't sustainable in the long term. And I'm sure as hell not getting a job, lmao.

 

[EraseRewind]

Health, finances and employment as well as my mental condition will probably force it in the end.

Some people in my life have also suggested I'd be better off catching the bus.

No one said it was going to be easy but I didn't dream it could be this hard.

Peace all.

 

[BornofDust]

Health, Medical Bills, jobs, being homeless( already being threatened too) and something causing me to no longer pursue my career would probably put me on edge and make me see ctbing as my true one and only choice.

 

[jusbug]

yes I'm being pressured to ctb

 

[Weary Soul]

Yes, because of finances. I will run out of money very soon and, realistically, will not survive on the streets or in a shelter.

 

[Celerity]

Yes, because of finances. I will run out of money very soon and, realistically, will not survive on the streets or in a shelter.

Are you without work?

 

[Weary Soul]

Are you without work?

I am because my ex assaulted me more than once and almost killed me.

I used to have a great job. Paid well and I was able to support everyone in my family and give them pretty nice things - vacations, etc. My ex did not work.

Then my ex assaulted me - he did this more than once. The worst one landed me in the hospital with broken ribs and an acute brain bleed. I had to have a craniotomy (I had more than 30 staples in my head and now have titanium wires and screws holding my skull together - I joke that I am now one of the few who truly is titanium like the song - ha!).

I almost died, was in a coma, on life support, and was not expected to live. He also tried to give me a med in the hospital that would have killed me had I taken it with the post op morphine. (Luckily a nurse grabbed it before I could take it - I was very confused at the time - or maybe not so lucky, because I wish I had died then).

I have had 3 other serious head injuries in addition to that one and now have seizures as well. My short-term memory is shot and my long-term memory is showing signs of going as well. I am name and face blind. I was also warned that I am now at high risk for developing alzhemier's or dementia because of the head injuries. Not to mention I get exhausted very easily and the head pain can lay me out flat for weeks. My doctor will not help and took the only medication that did help away and refuses to prescribe it anymore.

So I can no longer do the job I loved, or any other jobs, because I cannot garantee an employer any kind of stability as an employee. I also now have PTSD, acute anxiety, guns, and a Rottweiler.

 

[Celerity]

I am because my ex assaulted me more than once and almost killed me.

I used to have a great job. Paid well and I was able to support everyone in my family and give them pretty nice things - vacations, etc. My ex did not work.

Then my ex assaulted me - he did this more than once. The worst one landed me in the hospital with broken ribs and an acute brain bleed. I had to have a craniotomy (I had more than 30 staples in my head and now have titanium wires and screws holding my skull together - I joke that I am now one of the few who truly is titanium like the song - ha!).

I almost died, was in a coma, on life support, and was not expected to live. He also tried to give me a med in the hospital that would have killed me had I taken it with the post op morphine. (Luckily a nurse grabbed it before I could take it - I was very confused at the time - or maybe not so lucky, because I wish I had died then).

I have had 3 other serious head injuries in addition to that one and now have seizures as well. My short-term memory is shot and my long-term memory is showing signs of going as well. I am name and face blind. I was also warned that I am now at high risk for developing alzhemier's or dementia because of the head injuries. Not to mention I get exhausted very easily and the head pain can lay me out flat for weeks. My doctor will not help and took the only medication that did help away and refuses to prescribe it anymore.

So I can no longer do the job I loved, or any other jobs, because I cannot garantee an employer any kind of stability as an employee. I also now have PTSD, acute anxiety, guns, and a Rottweiler.

Jesus Christ! I'm so sorry you went through all that.

 

[Weary Soul]

Jesus Christ! I'm so sorry you went through all that.

Thank you - your words and caring mean so much to me (haven't had a lot of that in my life).

Many suffer from violent abuse - I am not alone in this, and some have had it much worse.

My ex is headed to jail - not for what he did to me (his father had the cops in his pocket), but because he now has two DUIs under his belt. I will feel safe when he goes to jail - if I am still around.

Thank you again!

 

[lilac]

Well, kind of. I'm a NEET and my family isn't exactly rich or anything, so this lifestyle isn't sustainable in the long term. And I'm sure as hell not getting a job, lmao.

I'm actually in the same boat. A part of me wants to change but I know I'd still be just as suicidal so whats the point.

 

[Rayzieka]

I'm determined to prevent my mental illness from getting to the point of true insanity.
Medication hasn't proven to be an answer and therapy isn't a cure, so if I'm still around when the end of my sanity is becoming clear I'm getting out of here to prevent being one of those people who spend the rest of their lives in mental hospitals and group homes.
It's frustrating it gets worse at random or from small experiences building up. I've noticed lately that I'm so paranoid I can't function in public.
And it wasn't even this bad a few months back.

 

[Superdeterminist]

Yes. Poverty, ageing, and the risk of suffering in other ways are compelling me to ctb. But I've also suffered enough in the past to develop a contempt of sorts for reality (for allowing that suffering to happen).