Stargazing:<
floating into fantasy
- Jun 26, 2023
- 19
My father has always pushed my biological gender onto me. He always expected me to grow up into his perfect son and I've hated it. I've hated it so much. I remember him always wanting me to be into sports or more manly things but I just never liked any of that. He didn't care though, he didn't care about any of my feelings. So I don't care about his, I've abandoned my gender and my old name. Even looking at the name makes me sick, the fact I'm stuck in this body makes me sick. I wish I wasn't me, and I always have since I was a child. I'm sorry this is so unorganized all of this was bubbling up and I needed to get it out
