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I think this is the last hurdle for me. The thought of decay and decomposition and my body becoming infested with insects is really disturbing me, even if I set an automated message to notify the LE after 10 hours or so. Apparently the maggots thing happens quite quickly. I have two questions:

(1) I rent an apartment and because I don't own it I would prefer to die elsewhere. Plus I don't want to defile the building for others. Public sites where families or civilians generally might find me like parks/ seaside are a no-go. Is there anywhere else I could possibly die like maybe an empty building site?
(2) Is there any way to keep flies off me for a few hours or somehow seal my body partially while waiting to die from SN?

I'm sorry if these are stupid questions, I have everything else sorted. I am in a very bad place right now.
 
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I'm sorry the pressure is building up. Your questions are not stupid.

I thought of hanging in an isolated part of the city, but I'm afraid a homeless person might want to do a good deed and try to save me and interrupt my process.

Why would you like to keep flies away? Are they attracted to a body before it is actually dead and decomposing?
 
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I live near the city but there aren't many secluded places other than construction sites which would have security for the most part.
Apparently flies can start swarming to you within an hour of dying. It takes half a day or so for maggots to emerge once they lay eggs. I find that very sickening, much moreso than cyanosis. Ideally my body would be as fresh as possible when I am found.
 
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I live near the city but there aren't many secluded places other than construction sites which would have security for the most part.
Apparently flies can start swarming to you within an hour of dying. It takes half a day or so for maggots to emerge once they lay eggs. I find that very sickening, much moreso than cyanosis. Ideally my body would be as fresh as possible when I am found.
I see your reasoning. Thank you for that info. Wasn't aware of how quickly flies set in.

Sounds like construction sites are an option. Might be worth observing which ones have less security and possible access. Could even sneak in the night before and find a spot you are comfortable in with.
 

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