
abyss
Member
- Jul 13, 2022
- 96
I think this is the last hurdle for me. The thought of decay and decomposition and my body becoming infested with insects is really disturbing me, even if I set an automated message to notify the LE after 10 hours or so. Apparently the maggots thing happens quite quickly. I have two questions:
(1) I rent an apartment and because I don't own it I would prefer to die elsewhere. Plus I don't want to defile the building for others. Public sites where families or civilians generally might find me like parks/ seaside are a no-go. Is there anywhere else I could possibly die like maybe an empty building site?
(2) Is there any way to keep flies off me for a few hours or somehow seal my body partially while waiting to die from SN?
I'm sorry if these are stupid questions, I have everything else sorted. I am in a very bad place right now.
(1) I rent an apartment and because I don't own it I would prefer to die elsewhere. Plus I don't want to defile the building for others. Public sites where families or civilians generally might find me like parks/ seaside are a no-go. Is there anywhere else I could possibly die like maybe an empty building site?
(2) Is there any way to keep flies off me for a few hours or somehow seal my body partially while waiting to die from SN?
I'm sorry if these are stupid questions, I have everything else sorted. I am in a very bad place right now.