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SUlClDE

New Member
Jan 29, 2026
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There's a lot of people I dislike, I feel like they take advantage of me and belittle me, I'm completely powerless to call them out or fight against them. This drives me angry and this hatred I have for them is slowly building up. I don't know how to let it out, I'm so angry I could murder someone. it makes me wanna commit suicide by impulse. Any advice how to fix this? It's a truly horrible feeling.
 
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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
164
I feel terribly alone, tormented by the silence in the confines of my room. All I ever wanted was someone to love me. I don't want to live being underprivileged. I'm fighting for the survival of my sanity within my own consciousness. I definitely wanted to repay all the damage this world has caused me against the world.
 
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overmorrow

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Oct 15, 2024
161
just remember they don't matter, none of this does, that's the only positive effect, nobody will have a long term effect on this planet, so ignore this power thing, live, go forward, nothing matters, no one does, only you do
 
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Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
164
I feel terribly alone, tormented by the silence in the confines of my room. All I ever wanted was someone to love me. I don't want to live being underprivileged. I'm fighting for the survival of my sanity within my own consciousness. I definitely wanted to repay all the damage this world has caused me against the world.
I hate my life, I hate feeling jealous, I hate knowing I exist, I hate knowing I'm alone, I hate other people's lives being better than mine. I hate being cursed by loneliness. I'll have to endure the meat grinder that the nights bring with them once again.
 
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RainyDays

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Jan 30, 2026
25
There's a lot of people I dislike, I feel like they take advantage of me and belittle me, I'm completely powerless to call them out or fight against them. This drives me angry and this hatred I have for them is slowly building up. I don't know how to let it out, I'm so angry I could murder someone. it makes me wanna commit suicide by impulse. Any advice how to fix this? It's a truly horrible feeling.
Try spending as little time around the people you dislike. Cut them out if you can. There have been people in my life that I didn't like being around and I simply stopped talking to them. Sometimes it's that easy. Sometimes it's not. My life is better without the people I dislike in it.
 

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