Venting Postponing my CTB out of guilt

[redkitsune98]

I was planning on CTB today, but there is one thought on my mind that isn't letting me do that at all:
My sister is getting married in 3 weeks. I need to be there. I can't ruin her wedding.
Being there will hurt, because getting married was always my biggest dream and my ex boyfriend swore he was gonna be there with me.
But I gotta do this for her. It's my duty as an older brother
I'll live this hell a while longer, for her

 

[maniac116]

I'm sorry your life has brought you to this difficult juncture of life & death
I think that's a great reason to hang on for a bit longer. Your sister will have another good memory to hang onto when you're gone. Very noble

 

[Calliandras]

Oi Kitsune, eu sinto mto q vc ainda se sinta desse jeito, mas eu acho esse um bom motivo pra aguentar mais um pouco. Não pense nisso como "culpa" mas sim como um ato de amor, uma coisa boa q vc faz pra outra pessoa. Talvez essas três semanas façam bem pra vc.

 

[Coringa]

Sempre há tempo para ctb, acho q vc fez bem em adiar. Quem sabe alguma coisa boa aconteça neste período de 3 semanas?

 

[sadlittleman32]

Im an older brother and can relate..my little sister just got engaged and is getting married next summer and I want to ctb before the end of this month. If the wedding was next month I would definitely hold off, but a year is just too damn long.. doesn't change the fact I will feel guilty as hell!