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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
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Is there a way to publish your final moments, your final thoughts - without it being erased?
 
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NellyGoes

Sure.
Aug 16, 2025
166
Is there a way to publish your final moments, your final thoughts - without it being erased?
What do you want to post? I think most things don't get erased as long as they're not against forum rules.
 
hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
289
What do you want to post? I think most things don't get erased as long as they're not against forum rules.
If I could - my final moments on video - but probably against the rules
 
Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
319
Maybe the only place that deserves to be read because I feel in tune with it is here. Not anywhere else. If anything, I would write something like a "farewell letter," but I wouldn't upload it to the Internet. In fact, I already mentioned that I would like to write an autobiographical novel, but obviously not with my name, nor with things that actually happened to me. Rather, a novel whose style apparently originated in Japan with some authors like Dazai and is called "of the self." That would be my writing as such, where I foreshadow my final moments, but they wouldn't be exactly as I would like them to be, since, as I said, they would be things about me and things that haven't happened to me or that I wouldn't have wanted to happen to me. Beyond that, I won't post my final moments because literally, it's not like I have a bottle of "N" and can happily say "I'm leaving this shitty world!!!!"
 

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