Venting Posting myself for happiness

[Ilostmytoast]

I picked up a habit of posting pictures of myself back in 2025 of October
Basically just me in clothes and every time I got a compliment it gave such a euphoric feeling just and getting giddy I sent more snd more and more from outfits that people thought were cute to more revealing clothes when the compliments decreased I wanted more it was the only thing that made me happy but I had to stop cause I got a girlfriend but also due to the fact somebody had insulted me but recently in January we broke up due to things and I felt the worse I've ever been

So I went back I became more "open" let's say that to photos now i had gotten weird people before I became more "open" to photos but it got worse at one point I even sent people photos they asked for idk why

it's funny though I say all this but I'll still do it I'll still entertain the weird people
I guess it's ok cause if it makes me happy what's there to stop
Hopefully this year I won't be here to care for it I don't want to see myself like that again
I know I always will and I will just post the next photo but I don't like seeing myself that way

 

[eggsausagerice]

honestly with the way this is framed i would just start paying people for the photos instead of sending them for free, especially if you're sending them because people asked for them or because you like doing it. i figure it'd be easier that way if you wanted to keep doing it.