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whenwillthepainstop

whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
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I'm so glad there's a place to talk about all this shit without being afraid of being involuntarily hospitalized or judged or anything like that. I also hope this doesn't come off wrong but here I feel free to be "edgy" like it's not on purpose but I wouldn't have this username anywhere else for many reasons and I bet anywhere else it would be considered edgy but here I don't care if I sound edgy or not. I know nobody will judge me and that you guys actually understand. Anyways just wanted to share my thoughts. I feel free to talk about the deepest darkest parts of my thoughts and to sound as sick as I truly am deep down.
 
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Canri

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May 22, 2025
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i totally agree. i wish this was the case in general. people not judging, and being accepting and open to talk about ctb stuff is so relieving.
 
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PhDone

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Jul 29, 2024
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Totally agree. The only group of people that let me feel completely seen, understood for how I feel and not judged. Really appreciate everyone on here.
 
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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
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It's good to have a place where you can feel free to express yourself openly and honestly without fear of judgment.
 
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angelofbows

angelofbows

I prefer to not feel real.
Nov 29, 2023
28
It isn't shunned here, because it's a fact of life that death and it's thoughts will pass us every day.

Make me wonder why people care so much about death after it already happens.
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Student
May 1, 2025
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I'm just glad I don't need to worry about being carted off to some institution "for my own good"
 
otium

otium

looking for the peace i crave
Aug 10, 2025
54
Same boat, I'm glad to find an environment that I'm not shunned or embarrassed to even talk about suicide. It's relieving to find people on the same situation.
 
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