Fentanyl
Fentanyl
Fentanyl
Fentanyl
Carfentanyl (just kidding my frail and cachectic body won't need more than a few grams)
Honorable mentions: Nembutal
For me intravenous administration is a big must, I wouldn't want to wait around for GI tract to absorb. I just think Fentanyl is great, euphoria before death while Nembutal rather just makes you sleepy. Anyways both are substances are awesome and I would trust them my life to induce death ha.
I have SN sitting and rotting in a closet in my room and even though I'd love to exit I just can't wrap my mind around it. It's a low budget method and I don't trust it, unfortunately. I want a clean and well thought out suicide, and yes I know with fentanyl I am fucked If I am found because of antidotes etc but I will do it in nature, in the wilderness, perhaps on a mountain where I will hang an IV bag on a branch and stich myself in a ditch where I will face up, the sky when I die. Beautiful, and none of these people will ever find me I'll just go missing.