Venting Possibly two weeks left

[RandomFellowIdc]

SN order was placed a few days ago.
Hoping everything goes well, have to keep an eye on shipping cause I live with my parents, and that's the biggest risk right now.

If everything goes right, I probably have about two weeks left till I can rest.

I still have to finish writing everything i want to leave behind, and then actually put it on paper.

I'm extremely nervous. Hell, I'm downright terrified. If this goes wrong, everyone will know and I might not ever get another chance. If this goes right, I will never have to suffer again.

I can't talk to anybody. What do I do, vent to my friends about how nervous I am about fucking killing myself? Sure, that'll be great for my chances of succeeding.

This is going to be the most important month of my life. I need to lock in and see this through.

 

[FishRain3469]

I felt every single word, and I'm sorry I don't have much to add other than..... I wish you the Best in whatever may happen. Godspeed. ♥

 

[RandomFellowIdc]

I felt every single word, and I'm sorry I don't have much to add other than..... I wish you the Best in whatever may happen. Godspeed. ♥

It's a weird situation to be in. It's hard to really find any words that can describe a situation like this

 

[darksouls]

hope everything goes well for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Alexandra_]

I will join the rest in wishing you the very best