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suicide4me
Student
- Apr 1, 2021
- 104
As my set ctb date continues to approach, I realize how unprepared I really am and that makes me even more depressed than ever. While I may have to postpone, I stand behind my promise that this is the last year of my life, hopefully sooner than later. I have what I need to ctb, I just need to be confident enough to complete it so it's guaranteed success with no worry of fucking it up. I also need to write my lengthy suicide note, which I am really having a hard time even starting because I have so much to say I don't know where to start. Suicide is my destination and I will arrive. I will not see 2022 and I couldn't be happier, but hopefully I don't see a whole lot more of 2021 either. Fuck the world.