What is your CTB method?

  • Carbon monoxide

  • Inert gas

  • Jumping

  • Hanging

  • Firearms

  • SN

  • Night-Night

  • Train

  • N

  • Others


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Crono

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Jun 1, 2023
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What is your CTB method and why did you choose it?

Are you comfortable with your method or are you scared?
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
I don't know. Between unaffordable and the inability to do anything I'd say its VSED at best; stemming from extreme ED.
 
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Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,739
preferably N but will try SN as it's easier to get
 
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liljeep

liljeep

wake up i know you can hear me
Jul 1, 2023
96
Smoking Fentanyl is not only cheap but easy. If I am alone the whole night after passing out, I will die within a few hours. Swallowing it, I need a few pills at a high enough dose since it has poor oral bioavailability... mix that with benzos and maybe some grapefruit juice for good measure and I'm done for. It'd be so easy if I didn't live here.
 
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Archieozias

Member
Jun 14, 2023
14
Nitrogen is 100%
And painless Why dont everyone do it?
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
424
SN. Got it a couple of months back. Planning to do it next year. Combined with the drugs mentioned in Stan's guide it's the least painful method I can think of
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
Definitely Nembutal.
I'm waiting until my mental health improves a little so I am able to get myself on a plane to Mexico.
Nembutal is the holy grail of suicide methods for most of us here.
I'm definitely comfortable with the N method.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
What is your CTB method and why did you choose it?

Are you comfortable with your method or are you scared?
i have chosen carbon monoxide in a tent as my method. i landed on this method because it seems to be the most peaceful and reliable method (two things that are very important to me) that i can currently access in the UK.

i feel very confident and comfortable with my choice, and experience zero anxiety when thinking about it - this is because the lethality of the method can be tested and repeated using tests.

[EDIT: this method will also always be available, since charcoal and tents are not items that are likely to be regulated at any point in the future.]
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
644
Hoping I can do SN however with the pop-ups of recent wellness checks from police I've been prepping for partial hanging or firearm.
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
563
Hanging: definitely scared.
 
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FailerQt.

FailerQt.

Crazy bish
Mar 17, 2023
87
Inert gas because it's supposed to be painless so it's a perfect method for a coward like me. Would go for SN since it's super easy to get in my country, but the other things (dopamine blocker is a challenge to get) and the risk of vomitting it out even with that is what drives me away from SN.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
708
Smoking Fentanyl is not only cheap but easy. If I am alone the whole night after passing out, I will die within a few hours. Swallowing it, I need a few pills at a high enough dose since it has poor oral bioavailability... mix that with benzos and maybe some grapefruit juice for good measure and I'm done for. It'd be so easy if I didn't live here.
can you actually die from just smoking it? i thought you have to inject if you want it to be lethal.
 
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jemetire

oh well
Jun 11, 2023
154
I hope I can do SN but it is difficult and expensive to get AE
 
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FrostedHoax

FrostedHoax

Student
Dec 1, 2022
111
I chose to use a gun since it's relatively easy to get one where I live and it's also pretty much foolproof so long as you do it correctly and make sure you don't get found too soon.
 
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Peerless_Cucumber

The one and only king of cucumbers
Feb 22, 2023
129
I always dreamt about flying. So jumping it will be.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,939
If I had access to a reliable method that I felt confident in succeeding with I doubt I would still be on this site, I wouldn't have any need for it. Sadly we exist in this hellish reality where suicide is inhumanely made as difficult as possible for people which is why I continue to be trapped here.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,545
Unfortunately N isn't available and my dream / my desire is to fall asleep without pain forever. That's why I will go with the CO method. And the advantage is that all things needed are not restricted anywhere and will not raise any suspections.
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
563
Unfortunately N isn't available and my dream / my desire is to fall asleep without pain forever. That's why I will go with the CO method. And the advantage is that all things needed are not restricted anywhere and will not raise any suspections.
I had a go at the CO method. It's a hard method to get right. Essentially, I set off all the fire alarms and nearly started a fire: therefore I had to stop my attempt.

This is why I've shifted to hanging or jumping.
 
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Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
Honestly always surprising to me how many people still go with hanging. It is really easy to obtain the necessary material but the procedure of actual ctb is terribly hard, both SI and doing the right things wise.
 
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Thisgirlwantstosleep

Thisgirlwantstosleep

A pointless life had in a pointless world
Mar 11, 2019
129
My holy grail would be a painless drug overdose. Fentanyl, something stronger or a combination of drugs like that.

My other choice if I was desperate is jumping but it depends on my access to a high building which I don't always have available (I move around a lot). I definitely do believe I could jump if I felt it was high enough. Other times when I've tried to jump the ground seemed way too close so I just abandoned it.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
What is your CTB method and why did you choose it?

Are you comfortable with your method or are you scared?
Nitrogen, as comfortable as one can be, thanks to Greenberg and GasMonkey
 
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Kitana

Kitana

Member
Nov 16, 2022
10
Definitely Nembutal.
I'm waiting until my mental health improves a little so I am able to get myself on a plane to Mexico.
Nembutal is the holy grail of suicide methods for most of us here.
I'm definitely comfortable with the N method.
Lets book a flight together
Definitely Nembutal.
I'm waiting until my mental health improves a little so I am able to get myself on a plane to Mexico.
Nembutal is the holy grail of suicide methods for most of us here.
I'm definitely comfortable with the N method.
Lets book a flight together
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
It depends on my health condition and if I can make it there. I would go to my favourite climbing spot which is very high, and jump down. My second choice is full suspension hanging
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
I have SN but my holy grail would be death under Propofol and Fentanyl (anesthesia).
 
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isthisit?

isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
137
What is your CTB method and why did you choose it?

Are you comfortable with your method or are you scared?
Probably SWB(if I don't take the risk of buying SN). It looks to be a good way to go out but I'm not really confident because the SI is gonna be really high.
 
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Crono

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Jun 1, 2023
314
Probably SWB(if I don't take the risk of buying SN). It looks to be a good way to go out but I'm not really confident because the SI is gonna be really high.
For me personally this method seems scary and terrifying. I have a drowning phobia.
 
isthisit?

isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
137
For me personally this method seems scary and terrifying. I have a drowning phobia.
I'm actually scared of drowning myself, so I'm actually going to somehow pass out and then drowning while being unconscious. Forgot to mention that in my message.
 
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S u i c i d e

Member
Jun 20, 2023
66
I'm going to take an overdose of pills and cut the veins in both arms.
 
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Crono

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Jun 1, 2023
314
I'm going to take an overdose of pills and cut the veins in both arms.
This looks dangerous, pills and cutting is not so reliable. You have no other method?
 
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