I don't feel like we know the full story and I'm not sure we ever will. Which do you believe: He was a compassionate man who witnessed his own mother suffering towards the end and wanted to ease the pain of others? Or, he was a business man with debts of almost £80,000. He saw a gap in the market, filled it and wasn't fussy about who he sold to?
The thing that troubles me is- I don't believe he verified the age of customers from the start. Only when the heat started to build up. It's pretty obvious he knew what people were buying it for.
So then- the question becomes- does everyone have the right to obtain lethal substances, regardless of age or mental capacity?
I guess I really have mixed feelings. I'm glad I was able to buy from him before he got busted. Still- could I sell a substance to some random stranger on the internet, not really knowing whether they were a child, not knowing anything about them but, being pretty certain they intended to kill themselves? No- I couldn't cope with that responsibility. I'm grateful there are people that do- for my own selfish needs but morally- no, I don't think it would feel right to hand someone the knife as it were (without a whole lot of legalised regulation.)
Maybe he just genuinely has a lot more compassion for anyone's suffering- no matter what it might be or, maybe he was on the more callous side and, just didn't give a shit who died, so long as he got paid.
I think his main problem will be that he sold to minors who then killed themselves. If minors can't legally consent to sex or drinking alcohol- then- they likely can't be judged capable of making the even larger decision to end their life. So, it's no real wonder in a way that they are pushing for murder charges.
As to whether he should be found guilty. I don't know. I don't know what his motives truly were. If they were compassionate and pro choice- I'd hope they'd be lenient- although, I doubt they will be. If they were financially driven though- that's more problematic. People have compared him to a drug dealer from this perspective. Which seems fair in a way. He was effectively providing a noxious substance to people, knowing what many would be using it for, for I believe, quite a high price comparitively and at least initially- as far as I'm aware- he'd sell to anyone.
I guess I lean more towards him being an entrepreneur if I'm honest but, perhaps I'm wrong. I guess I find it curious he didn't CTB himself in a way- to avoid all this. I think I probably would CTB to avoid jail.