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Does your username describe you ?

  • Yes it does

    Votes: 53 58.2%
  • No it does not

    Votes: 16 17.6%
  • It did at the time

    Votes: 3 3.3%
  • It still does

    Votes: 5 5.5%
  • I just picked what was available

    Votes: 1 1.1%
  • Username i wanted was already taken

    Votes: 1 1.1%
  • Now I want a different username

    Votes: 6 6.6%
  • Other

    Votes: 9 9.9%
  • None of these options apply to me (Tell me why,Calmly and Kindly)

    Votes: 6 6.6%
  • I'm a government agent messing up the results.

    Votes: 10 11.0%

  • Total voters
    91
Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
For me some of your usernames are self explanatory.Some seem random.Others obscure.
Tell me about your username.
Why did you pick it ?
What does it mean ?

I'm feeling unusually generous today.
I am granting each person 9 votes each.
Use how many/little votes you want.
If you don't want to comment/vote/or even open this thread i am allowing this also.
Your welcome to comment if you want/about the option you picked/or if you have your own option you can comment about or explain about if you want.

You can comment or use telepathy.
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
I am Female,I am 21,I am from Europe.
My username as you can see is "Soon4me" (Meaning : soon for me) as in i was going to CTB soon.This did not happen.I tried many times(but this is for another thread)
I picked the first name that entered my head.My username option in this poll "It did at the time" .For me, I don't want to CTB,Circumstances that ruined my life,Circumstances
that i have no control over,Thats what did it. (but as i said this is for another thread or is it ?) Hmm.
Also subconsciously i made the "for" in my username a "4" which if you look quickly,is an "A" which is the first letter in the word "Anarchy" But also "ALIENS"
Does this mean anything ? Is it a coincidence ? Hmm... I don't know.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
I guess it does, to some extent. My username comes from the name of a particular food and I like eating. The name also comes from Pokémon, which I used to love to death. But this is just a throwaway username. My real username is more meaningful.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
My name is not Tiburcio but I wish it was. Does it counts as "it describes me"?
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
610
well i don't know what my answer would be
 
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Okami

Student
Mar 16, 2018
124
My username comes from my absolute favorite game. It gives me a sad nostalgic feeling.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
My username comes from my absolute favorite game. It gives me a sad nostalgic feeling.
Okami is an wonderful game. One of my favorites, too.
 
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Maggotymaggots

Member
Apr 18, 2018
54
I feel about as loathsome as a heap of maggots, so I guess it's an accurate enough name for me.
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
Yes because I am the Queen and I'm also a demon(etna from disgaea game)
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
My name comes from one of my favorite novels.

Wish it was my real name.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,784
yes as i do wanttodie
 
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Moogle

Moogle

Kupo!
Jul 28, 2018
27
I love Mog from Final Fantasy XIII-2 and I think it'd be fun to be a moogle :D
 
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Aponia & Ataraxia

Aponia & Ataraxia

Experienced
Jun 24, 2018
233
Aside from the primary vein of Epicurean thought: "death is nothing to us. when we exist, death is not; and when death exists, we are not." ...Aponia and Ataraxia are the standards for baseline states of consciousness (regardless of the medium/organism that a subjective consciousness may arise from) which ought to accompany said entity not only throughout life, but also in the dying process--the final part of life.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aponia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ataraxia

"One of the most empirically tractable paradigms for exploring neuronal correlates of consciousness is pain." ~ Steven Laureys

"The young waste time, deluding themselves that its passage alone will turn them into adults. The middle-aged have too little time, feeling perpetually harassed, trying to keep up in the proverbial rat race. The old wait out time, deluding themselves that not dying is living" ~ Thomas Szasz
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
Aside from the primary vein of Epicurean thought: "death is nothing to us. when we exist, death is not; and when death exists, we are not." ...Aponia and Ataraxia are the standards for baseline states of consciousness (regardless of the medium/organism that a subjective consciousness may arise from) which ought to accompany said entity not only throughout life, but also in the dying process--the final part of life.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aponia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ataraxia
Your name sounds very relaxing to me. It's enough for making my anxiety disappear for an instant. Ataraxia is all I ever wanted and the only thing I will ever wish.

I guess my stress would ruin it.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
As you can see 13 percent so far our govt. Agents, there mission to convince you that you are a flawed depressed individual, in know way do they want you to know that the society that they built is the flaw. Or whatever I just made it up But You know it's true.
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
As you can see 13 percent so far our govt. Agents, there mission to convince you that you are a flawed depressed individual, in know way do they want you to know that the society that they built is the flaw. Or whatever I just made it up But You know it's true.
Thank You.This is so true !
Just as i was about to reply to you,i got disconnected from the internet.
Coincidence ? I don't think so.
Lucily i was prepared,and also expecting this to happen.
For security reasons i will not go into more details of this.
 
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Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
No it does not describe me
 
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Pained

Member
Jul 2, 2018
29
Definitely
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Thank You.This is so true !
Just as i was about to reply to you,i got disconnected from the internet.
Coincidence ? I don't think so.
Lucily i was prepared,and also expecting this to happen.
For security reasons i will not go into more details of this.
Thank You.This is so true !
Just as i was about to reply to you,i got disconnected from the internet.
Coincidence ? I don't think so.
Lucily i was prepared,and also expecting this to happen.
For security reasons i will not go into more details of this.
Thank You.This is so true !
Just as i was about to reply to you,i got disconnected from the internet.
Coincidence ? I don't think so.
Lucily i was prepared,and also expecting this to happen.
For security reasons i will not go into more details of this.
I suppose if we really knew what was going on there would be many who would just quit and completely drop out of society, or worse.
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
Probably it doesn't "describe" me. It describe how I reached the philosophy of "life sucks" and I don't know if others understood it well. This philosophy once understood well, can be terrifying and you'll know why "life sucks", you'll say fuck life and look to ctb as logical thing.

I know probably this is hard to understand but life fucking sucks.

Life sucks
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
639
my real name is Fred
 
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Dip

Student
Jul 27, 2018
171
I just chose the first thing that came to mind.

If you don't want to comment/vote/or even open this thread i am allowing this also.

By the time I saw that it was too late ;(
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
Gray Wounds is a sick metaphor to my being. It's both about my wanting to die and my self harming. It's like a euphemism to my situation. Like when the dead body rots, it somehow turns in a gray color. The "wounds" is both a direct meaning to my cuts and a metaphor to my pain.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I'd say mine is pretty accurate, since when I'm around people, I have put on a fake smile.

I went with Empty Smile, since the song from Pink Floyd, "Wearing The Inside Out" describes me pretty good, and they say Empty Smile. So that's why I chose that name.
 
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Revan

Revan

Darth
Jul 8, 2018
73
Not really. I chose "Revan" because he's my favourite character in the Star Wars universe, but I'd have to say "Darth Nihilus" would've been more suiting. Revan's name is derived from "Revanchism", the political movement of regaining territory that was lost during a war. Nihilus' name is derived from Nihilism, the philosophy that existence is meaningless. I would change my name to Nihilus if I could.
 
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