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Does your username describe you ?

  • Yes it does

    Votes: 53 58.2%
  • No it does not

    Votes: 16 17.6%
  • It did at the time

    Votes: 3 3.3%
  • It still does

    Votes: 5 5.5%
  • I just picked what was available

    Votes: 1 1.1%
  • Username i wanted was already taken

    Votes: 1 1.1%
  • Now I want a different username

    Votes: 6 6.6%
  • Other

    Votes: 9 9.9%
  • None of these options apply to me (Tell me why,Calmly and Kindly)

    Votes: 6 6.6%
  • I'm a government agent messing up the results.

    Votes: 10 11.0%

  • Total voters
    91
EternalSanction

EternalSanction

-
Jun 7, 2018
248
It does, sounds misleading though.
My life seems a sanction, I never meant it to be eternal but to end it early on. I wanted my username to depict a contradiction this way. Does this make sense? I guess not
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
It does, sounds misleading though.
My life seems a sanction, I never meant it to be eternal but to end it early on. I wanted my username to depict a contradiction this way. Does this make sense? I guess not
Makes perfect sense.
Thank you :)
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Yeah it describes me. I was ok once .... then it all went bad. I decided to kill myself. But I woke up. And when I did ... something was wrong, I killed me, just not all of me. I didn't know that could happen. Now I am just sad.
 
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Nauseated

Nauseated

Insomnio
Jun 26, 2018
224
I chose mine because I feel perpetually sick to my stomach from a myriad of different reasons, many pertaining to anxieties and general mental health problems and past traumas. I want to pick another username now because the word nauseated actually makes me kind of sick just reading it lol. If I could choose another one I would probably make it "insomnio" or something along those lines :)
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
I chose mine because I feel perpetually sick to my stomach from a myriad of different reasons, many pertaining to anxieties and general mental health problems and past traumas. I want to pick another username now because the word nauseated actually makes me kind of sick just reading it lol. If I could choose another one I would probably make it "insomnio" or something along those lines :)
Nauseated ... I was looking at Anagrams of your name.Some of my favourites are
Sedate Anu , Data Ensue , Eased Tuna , A Tuna Seed , Ad Eaten Us , A Ate End Us .
"insomnio" Hmm ... I like this.
 
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Nauseated

Nauseated

Insomnio
Jun 26, 2018
224
Nauseated ... I was looking at Anagrams of your name.Some of my favourites are
Sedate Anu , Data Ensue , Eased Tuna , A Tuna Seed , Ad Eaten Us , A Ate End Us .
"insomnio" Hmm ... I like this.
"A Tuna Seed" :pfff:
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
I'm glad nobody chosen Tiburcio. I have no creativity and I had to steal a real name of my country. I suffer endeavors trying to create an username and if it wouldn't be free I would be lost. I probably would hit my mobile keyboard and the letters written by several impacts would be my username.
 
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KCN

El revisionismo en castillano
Jul 16, 2018
230
I'm glad nobody chosen Tiburcio.

Now if I ever see another Tiburcio on social media, I'll think it's you even if you aren't!
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
Now if I ever see another Tiburcio on social media, I'll think it's you even if you aren't!
It's totally not me, I'm too lazy for interacting in social media.
 
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shattered dreams

shattered dreams

Student
Jun 5, 2018
136
My username is a perfect summary of my life. I had so many dreams when I was young and all those dreams have been shattered. I have one dream left, and that is to look like a male fitness model. I am working very hard on it right now, and if I cannot achieve it, then I have decided I am done with this life. There will be no reason left to continue at all.
 
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FallingFaintly

Member
Aug 1, 2018
9
My name is from the Joyce novel, Dubliners. It comes from the last sentence--

His soul swooned slowly as he heard the snow falling faintly through the universe and faintly falling, like the descent of their last end, upon all the living and the dead.

To me, it's breathtakingly beautiful, and exemplifies both the fragility as well as the pervasive anonymity of life--how life mimics that of snow, coming to it's end, fluttering with barely a sound, before embracing it's impossible insignificance on a pavement or the flickering sign of a bodega; soon it will melt with inexorable spring. It's also a momento mori of sorts--everything, no matter how static or inanimate, reaches it's eventual 'death', a veritable swansong of life, bearing this reminder 'upon all the living and the dead.'

I know it's objectionable to romanticize death in such a manner, but it's the only way to alleviate my pain, as well as cling on to vestiges of instinctual hope. Even if death does not pan out this way, I will still feel serene in my final moments knowing that the world there are still many committed, no matter their successes, in making life that much more liveable.
 
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Meena

Meena

Student
Jun 7, 2018
138
Not at all. People here r assuming i am from india.
I chose this username because it it is the name of the main character of a funny novel . This novel is about vampires
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Somewhat .. i just come "alive" after midnight if you can call it that.
 
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Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
638
Enh, not really. I've just always been a fan of Blue Öyster Cult and, while Imaginos isn't my favorite album of theirs, I've always liked the name. The "Siege and Investiture of Baron Von Frankenstein" is pretty kick ass, though.



"Veteran of the Psychic Wars" is probably my favorite song of theirs, just as an aside.

 
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FadedMemory

FadedMemory

Student
Aug 5, 2018
133
Yes it does. I'm slowly being forgotten and disappearing from everyone's life, soon all that's left will be a distant memory of a depressed loser who nobody liked.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,782
"FTL" for something I used to study.
"Wanderer" b/c I've spent my entire life, from 16 onward, moving, trying to find a peaceful space and a community to belong to. I move nearly every year, including to 27 different countries on five different continents. Never accomplished either goal. But at least no one can accuse me of not having tried.
 
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JayZT

JayZT

Member
Jul 12, 2018
96
Yes, Jay being my middle name and ZT meaning something very important to me that i know personally and very few others do. Both remind of me of a time when I was even worse than I am now.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
sort of, it stands for a longer thing that have used as a username elsewhere, which does. also do have thoughts about gras / grass.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
245
My username suits who I am here, the person that nobody gets to see in "real life." Sadak was a fictional character who was on a quest to find the "waters of oblivion." A famous painting was made from it, which is used as my avatar to the left. My profile has more background information.

I am one who searches for the gift of oblivion.
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
572
Kind of. I wanted to choose comatose but that was already taken so I added a random number to the end of it. Comatose is because I would rather be in a coma for the rest of my life than conscious.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
Yes I feel broken and dead inside it just gets worse and worse.
 
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AngeloftheMorning

AngeloftheMorning

Member
Aug 8, 2018
14
My username is a reference to the pop song "Angel of the Morning." There are a lot of versions of the song, my fave being from 1968. An ex of mine used to call me "angel" as a pet name and it always made me think of the song. I don't think of myself as some perfect angel, but I do like to be kind to others and well, I'd prefer to be non-human.
 
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tearsinrain

tearsinrain

Member
Aug 5, 2018
64
Mine is from Blade Runner when the replicant Roy Batty was dying. His last words were:

"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die."

Those words, "tears in rain" have described my life and stuck in my mind ever since I first saw the film. It feels so descriptive, I made an illustration of it in hot glass and look at it every day.

When I die, my life is just nothingness. Gone. As if I never existed.

 
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Asthenia

Member
Aug 6, 2018
47
A lot
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,149
It described my mood and situation when I registered.
 
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LordMassenmord

LordMassenmord

Insane guy
Aug 9, 2018
14
i Just killed alot people at one in a Videogame so my Buddys [That i had in that time] called me LordMassenmord, Translated to english it means something like LordHomocide i guess
 
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RaptorHavx

RaptorHavx

Drowning in loneliness...
Aug 15, 2018
120
It's from some games I used to play long time ago... Raptor as I loved shape of f22 jet fighter, and havx, as I played a lot of "H.A.W.X."
 
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Inertia

Member
May 24, 2018
18
Yes. I feel stuck. Parts of my life stuck in motion and parts of me currently unable to make concrete steps towards the bus stop.
 
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