Police Visit from SN Purchase

[_smile_]

Jesus Christ, these police are not helping us at all, they are doing the most stressful ways of contacting us. After my visit my sleep and diet have been fucked up. Your experience seems way worse than mine I hope you are well

Ugh I'm sorry to hear you had to experience a visit as well. I'm so fucking paranoid now. I don't feel safe anywhere. Not in my house. Not online. It's so messed up. I hope your sleep and diet are getting better I think it's gonna take me a bit to recover from this! Albeit I'm not sure my interactions with LE are over.

 

[outrider567]

If you say you didn't place the order - can't they prove that you are lying since you used a credit card with your name and address and it was shipped to you?

Yes definitely do not let them in without warrant. Evoke the 4th Amendment - the right to feel safe in your person, your property and your belongings. You bought a product that is not illegal. You are under no obligation to discuss why. You haven't hurt anyone. You are not suicidal, and if you were, suicide is not a crime in the United States. None of their business. Threaten to get a civil right attorney and sue if they don't leave. Be polite, but firm.

And for Gawd's sake, get that SN safe somewhere out of the house...in worst case scenario.

Just tell them yeah you ordered it and then you threw it away cuz you're feeling better

 

[_smile_]

Nope, not helping at all...It's breaking my heart to see so many people ctb-ing in such terror and panic, and all because of this chaos and utter disregard for our actual wellbeing.. It didn't have to be this way...that's all I can think when I see more and more leaving.

I keep wondering when I'll get my knock at the door. I'm not looking forward to it.

I'm hoping you don't have to experience it my dear

I'm so very sorry you went through that (and are STILL dealing with it!) ((Hugs))

Thank you for your kind words

 

[Lost Magic]

Yeah, I've had LE doing a wellness check on me. They were actually fairly nice to me, but it was still uncomfortable. Did they confiscate your SN? If so I am sorry to hear that. Maybe you could talk down with your husband and try to address your issues. I am always hopeful that at least some of us can still turn our lives around.

 

[FinalBossu]

I'm kinda paranoid about this right now because I ordered from IC a few months ago. Luckily, I had it sent to a private mailbox. I'm sure law enforcement could still find me very easily, but I also kinda doubt that they'll take the time to investigate since I never did anything illegal. I didn't buy SN with the intention of using it right away. I just wanted to have it for peace of mind. It's comforting knowing that leaving peacefully and painlessly is always an option in case things ever get bad enough. Would it be better to be truthful with the police and explain that to them? Or should I just lie and play dumb and tell them that I don't know what they're talking about? I'm also kinda worried that they'll tell my dad (who I'm currently living with) that I'm suicidal and I don't want him stressing out over me. I don't have health insurance either so I definitely cannot afford any hospital visits or ambulance rides if they try to force me to go.

 

[nosoul]

So far, the only person who ordered from CCS that received a visit had also emailed with IC and had sent them his ID. Otherwise, CCS customers haven't been hit by this, and I hope it stays that way. CCS is US, btw.

But he did just ctb last night, if they find he got it from ccs, a new tracking project may begin, that worries me.

 

[dimstar]

But he did just ctb last night, if they find he got it from ccs, a new tracking project may begin, that worries me.

Same worries for me. He confirmed they said we received a report you received a potential deadly substance today. Same day his ccs came. No doubt he was on a watch list from ic but seems from that they noticed another sn purchase. I don't think anyone needs to panic but I dont think it's good new for CCS in the future. I don't expect a second wave of wellness checks just be careful everyone.

 

[hellispink]

This is so concerning. It worries me a lot. Mostly for people who still need it. Things are getting very rough. Looks like we are being monitored heavily by this mfuckers. Fuck

 

[dimstar]

This is so concerning. It worries me a lot. Mostly for people who still need it. Things are getting very rough. Looks like we are being monitored heavily by this mfuckers. Fuck

Methods come and go just like n. It just gets more risky each time. For now I think sn will remain but people need to be careful especially in the next month. Wait for things to calm down. It might get more restricted but will still be out there. But its inhumane what they're doing to people who just want to peacefully leave. Stay strong support each other.

 

[nosoul]

Same worries for me. He confirmed they said we received a report you received a potential deadly substance today. Same day his ccs came. No doubt he was on a watch list from ic but seems from that they noticed another sn purchase. I don't think anyone needs to panic but I dont think it's good new for CCS in the future. I don't expect a second wave of wellness checks just be careful everyone.

At least I think CCS was not doing it maliciously like kl. But the fact it was down, people lurking on this site, etc, checks may happen. I need to find a gun illegally maybe. Right now I'm trying to hang on. But I idiotically opened my SN yesterday so not sure if I only have limited time to use it.

 

[dimstar]

At least I think CCS was not doing it maliciously like kl. But the fact it was down, people lurking on this site, etc, checks may happen. I need to find a gun illegally maybe. Right now I'm trying to hang on. But I idiotically opened my SN yesterday so not sure if I only have limited time to use it.

No man. Your sn is fine. Ccs isn't even vacuumed sealed. It's still good for a few years long as you didnt leave it open over night in the rain. If your worried when you take it toss the top layer. If it gets jumbled regularly just go for the clumps. It's fine. Ccs if anything being a u.s. company will just stop supplying it. Their a private company and in the u.s. that means they can get away with anything. Plus cops are already spread thin to be checking on a nothing case like this.

 

[nosoul]

No man. Your sn is fine. Ccs isn't even vacuumed sealed. It's still good for a few years long as you didnt leave it open over night in the rain. If your worried when you take it toss the top layer. If it gets jumbled regularly just go for the clumps. It's fine. Ccs if anything being a u.s. company will just stop supplying it. Their a private company and in the u.s. that means they can get away with anything. Plus cops are already spread thin to be checking on a nothing case like this.

Thats good to know, I just tried what I thought was full hanging, fuck it didn't work but I kicked around for the chair, I'm sorry but I just want to end it, last night was another awful night of sleep, gonna lose my mind, I guess I need meto and some more benzos, but this just sucks. Hanging could work but I'm trying off door, not easy I kick around for support after I do it.

Why do people sat SN only lasts 3 months then, my life could not get any worse:( well, it could I guess, but want out

 

[Heavenbound]

Nothing is more distinctively American than foisting traumatizing, unwanted "care" on people then charging a ton of money for it.

Amen! No truer words have been spoken…

That and not having access to affordable mental healthcare or ANY mental healthcare at all.

 

[CheekyPhobia]

Thinking back to when it happened to me. Similar story: 11:30pm, the entire house was asleep when suddenly a loud banging starts reverberating throughout itas an officer is banging in the window, loudly repeating himself asking if any one is home. He starts shining his flashlight through all of the windows until my mother, brother, and I go to the door. None of us are properly awake and the experience is nerve racking as I had no idea what the reason for his visit was given that I hadn't checked the forums and heard of Ken's arrest. He says he is looking for me, and proceeds to loudly state to my family that I ordered a "Suicide Kit" just like what happened to you. Interpol, customer records etc. At that point I'm frozen and panicking as I've just been exposed in such a way. My mother starts exploding at me which is even more embarrassing with the officer in front of us, he asks me to provide the package and states that he needs to follow me. I retrieve it from my room and give it to him, he asks why it's opened and I tell him I performed a small test a while ago which he is not happy to hear. I'm informed that an ambulance is getting dispatched. I try to explain to him that I ordered months ago for peace of mind, but he is uninterested and we have to wait for the ambulance.

We end up sitting outside in the cold for 2 hours as it was a Saturday night and the ambulance kept communicating with him, telling him that they had urgent cases and ours was delayed. My mother and brother did not follow us outside as she was unable to control herself. I just sat there with my head between my knees and my heart racing the entire time. Eventually the ambulance arrive and they are kind albeit patronising in their questioning. I explain that I'm not in immediate danger and after a back and forth and the officer interjecting, they leave. They were very much trying to get me to go to a pysch ward but we settled on a compromise that i would go to the hospital the next morning, which I did not do. The neighbours motion sensor lights were going off repeatedly during those two hours so it was very clear they were eavesdropping. Overall a very upsetting experience and if anything made me want to CTB much more than I did previously.

It seemed a theme in these visits was the lack of knowledge on the subject by the officers, and their discourteousness. This reply is months late but I can across this thread and your story was similar so there you go.