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decayingdoll

decayingdoll

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Sep 15, 2025
51
i'm sorry, i'm having a horrible breakdown over my decision. i just need someone present while i process everything. i don't want to die alone... please. i just need someone to stay, just for tonight. i'm scared... i'm sorry
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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What happend! :(
 
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Lions303

Lions303

Blessed
Aug 24, 2025
75
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Are you comfortable with saying what happened? Are you okay to talk about things? Is there anything I can do to help?
 
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decayingdoll

decayingdoll

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Sep 15, 2025
51
it's okay... i just need some people to stay with for a while... i'm really struggling with my decision and i can't stop crying for some reason lol... i'm sorry, i might not be able to type much
 
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Lions303

Lions303

Blessed
Aug 24, 2025
75
Thats okay, theres no reason to be sorry or apologize for. Theres no rush, I don't want you to feel forced to say something. Take as much time as you need. If dont feel like you can say something thats okay too. Youre not alone <3 Ill be on for a bit and have notifs on
 
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nool

nool

He who has not tasted grapes says sour
Aug 17, 2025
117
Here for you🫂
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
129
you don't have to apologize for anything, don't worry. i am here for you, as many others also are
 
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decayingdoll

decayingdoll

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Sep 15, 2025
51
thank you guys for staying... i fell asleep eventually and just had a horrible night overall haha
but i appreciate it. love you guys 🫂
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
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Something about the format of your account reminds me of someone ik irl, feeling eerie ngl. Sorry about what's happening though.
 
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decayingdoll

decayingdoll

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Sep 15, 2025
51
Something about the format of your account reminds me of someone ik irl, feeling eerie ngl. Sorry about what's happening though.
ohh that's interesting haha, i'm all the way in asia though so dw 😭
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
this is a good thing our lives are finally coming to an end
 
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