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sweetsweetsuicide

sweetsweetsuicide

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Oct 17, 2025
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I don't have access to my prefered method atm and I'm getting desperate. I'm considering hanging myself, but the only full-suspension anchor point I can think of is the stairs. I don't know if it will hold my weight but I'm 64kg incase anyone knows if stair railings can take that much.

I was thinking of using a bedsheets or wire to tie around 1-2 of the railing poles. I drew an illustration for what I was thinking
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Please someone let me know if this will be effective. Or any tips to improve it. Would my head slip from this btw? Would tying a noose be better?
 
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Hello. I've been in your shoes but still you sound a bit panicked. Try to relax first. You don't want to rush into anything. I mean idk how sturdy that is - kinda doubt it but I've seen videos of things that looked shakier so who knows. Yes you should research knots in here. Again this seems super rushed so just try to slow down a bit.
 
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telekon

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I don't know but that illustration is amazing. You are very talented.
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

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really cute drawing actually. you make good art.

but still you sound a bit panicked. Try to relax first. You don't want to rush into anything. I mean idk how sturdy that is - kinda doubt it but I've seen videos of things that looked shakier so who knows. Yes you should research knots in here. Again this seems super rushed so just try to slow down a bit

i share the same sentiment as this comment. i've been following your posts these past few days and you seem really distressed. i know that i've been in a similar situation before where i couldn't stop dwelling on attempting and i kept thinking it was the only way i could ever feel better. i think that you should take some time to relax, even if that's not really what you want to hear. i hope you feel better soon.
 
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Greasyhair

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Oct 18, 2025
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Hey, I have been following your posts though I have not replied (I think.)

I will echo the others despite one day potentially being hypocrite. You really need to center yourself, research, and then practice your method of choice as otherwise you are very likely to mess it up in someway and then going through further misery.

I don't know much about hangings as its not my preferred way, but I think as your body goes to panic your legs might attempt to prop you up, and you might attempt to wrangle out of noose instinctively.

I will pray for your strength.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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I don't have access to my prefered method atm and I'm getting desperate. I'm considering hanging myself, but the only full-suspension anchor point I can think of is the stairs. I don't know if it will hold my weight but I'm 64kg incase anyone knows if stair railings can take that much.

I was thinking of using a bedsheets or wire to tie around 1-2 of the railing poles. I drew an illustration for what I was thinking
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Please someone let me know if this will be effective. Or any tips to improve it. Would my head slip from this btw? Would tying a noose be better?
you can test the anchor point to see if it'd hold your weight.
I really recommend wait until you have a good 12mm thick rope polyester or polypropylene.
 

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