Help please help me, my time here is over

[letthelightin]

i've recently finished ketamine treatment for my severe depression and thought it's been going well but i'm pretty much sure that i am beyond saving. i'm too scared to order sn from tig because i don't want the police showing up to my doorstep (i live in the US and don't know how they go about these things).

all i have is a very little amount of oxycodone and quite a lot of gabapentin. would i be successful with only relying on gabapentin, if it's at all effective?

i appreciate the help,
also, has anyone had any luck getting sn from tig successfully delivered to the US?

 

[Zegers]

Probably not. Pills are not a reliable method.

 

[mouseteacup]

Internet says you'd need a pretty high dose of gabapentin for it to be lethal (a few dozen grams at least). Considering the amounts each capsule/pill can contain from what I know of, it's more likely you'd throw up or something. Just thinking about swallowing that much at once has me cringing.

With the amount of gabapentin I'm prescribed per month (chronic pain), it'd also be a few months' worth of gabapentin to take all at once. Not sure how much you have but it'd be a lot.

 

[mouseteacup]

Internet says you'd need a pretty high dose of gabapentin for it to be lethal (a few dozen grams at least). Considering the amounts each capsule/pill can contain from what I know of, it's more likely you'd throw up or something. Just thinking about swallowing that much at once has me cringing.

With the amount of gabapentin I'm prescribed per month (chronic pain), it'd also be a few months' worth of gabapentin to take all at once. Not sure how much you have but it'd be a lot.

I wanted to mention too that this can also be affected by your tolerance, metabolism, etc., and it's very likely you could just end up getting pretty sick. Another source I'm looking at right now says there "is no established lethal dose of gabapentin," but it's more likely to be lethal when mixed with other things.

 

[CTB Dream]

This not know wrk, type wrk sn n etc

Oxycodone

Oxycodone | C18H21NO4 | CID 5284603 - structure, chemical names, physical and chemical properties, classification, patents, literature, biological activities, safety/hazards/toxicity information, supplier lists, and more.

pubchem.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Gabapentin

Gabapentin | C9H17NO2 | CID 3446 - structure, chemical names, physical and chemical properties, classification, patents, literature, biological activities, safety/hazards/toxicity information, supplier lists, and more.

pubchem.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

no safe

 

[letthelightin]

I wanted to mention too that this can also be affected by your tolerance, metabolism, etc., and it's very likely you could just end up getting pretty sick. Another source I'm looking at right now says there "is no established lethal dose of gabapentin," but it's more likely to be lethal when mixed with other things.

thank you, i appreciate the help

This not know wrk, type wrk sn n etc

Oxycodone

Oxycodone | C18H21NO4 | CID 5284603 - structure, chemical names, physical and chemical properties, classification, patents, literature, biological activities, safety/hazards/toxicity information, supplier lists, and more.

pubchem.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Gabapentin

Gabapentin | C9H17NO2 | CID 3446 - structure, chemical names, physical and chemical properties, classification, patents, literature, biological activities, safety/hazards/toxicity information, supplier lists, and more.

pubchem.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

no safe

wish i could get n :(

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Many others already said it. You may need to look into other ODs described in the PPeH or in the Suicide Resource Compilation.

I hate how difficult it is to exit this world and how much more suffering is cause by this anti-suicide society we have have to live in.

I hope you find peace!

 

[letthelightin]

Many others already said it. You may need to look into other ODs described in the PPeH or in the Suicide Resource Compilation.

I hate how difficult it is to exit this world and how much more suffering is cause by this anti-suicide society we have have to live in.

I hope you find peace!

Could you maybe help me on where I could find these resources? thank you!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Could you maybe help me on where I could find these resources? thank you!

Suicide Resource Compilation

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sanctioned-suicide.net

you find the link to the peaceful pill handbook there!

 

[just_so_done]

i've recently finished ketamine treatment for my severe depression and thought it's been going well but i'm pretty much sure that i am beyond saving. i'm too scared to order sn from tig because i don't want the police showing up to my doorstep (i live in the US and don't know how they go about these things).

all i have is a very little amount of oxycodone and quite a lot of gabapentin. would i be successful with only relying on gabapentin, if it's at all effective?

i appreciate the help,
also, has anyone had any luck getting sn from tig successfully delivered to the US?

can i ask how how many sessions you did, how long ago did you finish your ketamine treatment and was it iv or another form?

 

[Zegers]

I feel curious about the ketamine for depression, i think its not available in my country but it was helpful?