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Insertname1

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Sep 21, 2020
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I'm sorry that people are still messaging you mean things. Some people are just assholes. I want to ctb, but am afraid of my family's reaction and I really don't want to hurt my parents and siblings. My younger sister messages me on fb messenger every night saying that she loves me and it just hurts
Thats really nice your sister does that though :) I dont get that, I go days without talking to or seeing my brother and we live in the same house, id appreciate those messages as much as you can :)
 
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ghostspace

ghostspace

ghost space, ghosts pace
Feb 10, 2020
410
I'm sorry that people are still messaging you mean things. Some people are just assholes. I want to ctb, but am afraid of my family's reaction and I really don't want to hurt my parents and siblings. My younger sister messages me on fb messenger every night saying that she loves me and it just hurts
sending so much love. i understand completely. i don't want to hurt anyone but i can't stand this much hurting
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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sending so much love. i understand completely. i don't want to hurt anyone but i can't stand this much hurting
Yup. It truly does suck. The pain is starting to get unbearable
 
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ghostspace

ghostspace

ghost space, ghosts pace
Feb 10, 2020
410
Yup. It truly does suck. The pain is starting to get unbearable
let's be friends, squiddy, if you'd like. I'm all messed up and not my usual ghostly self but when i wake up I'll probably be okay again. ♡ and i'd love to chat if that's something you'd want (if not it's okay! i understand that not everyone has the energy and stuff)
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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let's be friends, squiddy, if you'd like. I'm all messed up and not my usual ghostly self but when i wake up I'll probably be okay again. ♡ and i'd love to chat if that's something you'd want (if not it's okay! i understand that not everyone has the energy and stuff)
Sure let's be friends :)
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

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I like A :happy:
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

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Feb 19, 2020
137
A is my favourite :) Hope you feel better soon!
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
468
A is georagous
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

Specialist
Sep 28, 2020
398
Ok, I can't keep my mouth shut about this. I vote A! It is pretty, feminine, I love the colors, and it seems a bit more sophisticated than the others.

I am sorry that you are in such misery right now. Maybe if you actually tried that outfit on? I bet you are stunning in it!
 
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I'm exhausted

Living in constant fear. I need cats!!
Jul 12, 2019
596
Lots of hugs!! I suffer from OCD and several more diagnoses so I completely understand your pain. It hurts me to know that people are messaging mean things. I'm really sorry you have to read such abusive and hurtful words. I know that feeling too. It's not what we need especially if we want to get better. If you ever want to talk I'm here. Maybe talking to someone with OCD may be helpful? No pressure. I wish I canhelp you more than to answer your question. I like A and B but with your black tights and shoes maybe A?
 
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262653

Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
1,733
I like C, but I also like the combination of bright, low-saturation pink with blue font you're using.
 
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Aap

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Apr 26, 2020
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Why are people messaging you mean things?
 
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Jun 30, 2020
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I vote A.
 
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Cherrypea

Cherrypea

I remember when all this will be again
May 3, 2020
414
I like A best, it's lovely. Personally I've decided on pyjamas and have been mulling over which pair and whether to wear underwear (knickers but not bra I think, only have tiny boobs) so you are not alone in thinking about your 'going away' outfit xxx
 
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Sk1n1M1n

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Jan 29, 2020
282
I would say A
 
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DyingAlf

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Aug 22, 2020
345
Well I'm the odd one out (as usual).
I prefer option B.
They're all good, so whichever one you feel most comfortable in.

When people are mean to you please remember to "report" them. This needs to be a safe & kind space for us all.
 
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Deleted member 4993

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I like A the best followed by C but they all look really lovely :hug:
 
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Homecoming

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Aug 14, 2020
644
I like C
 
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kqlysrsly

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Sep 15, 2020
73
Moderators i mean no disrespect to OP and I don't wanna break any rules. Please be aware of this before you warn me, delete post if against the rules.

Hello Ghodtspace.
it seems you don't wanna suicide , you're just craving a lot of attention because no human gives you that attention.
 
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Lotus

Experienced
Dec 17, 2019
234
They all look really nice. I love the soft look on both A and B. You'll look beautiful no matter what you decide, but I'd probably go for one of those.

Sorry that you're having a rough time. Hugs.
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
Hi, I have OCD and it's making my decisions really overwhelming right now.

I just want to feel comfortable and to be wearing something that I'd wear for going home after a long time away.

Please no hate for posting something so frivolous. I know it's not important in the big picture but it is to me to get into the right headspace when the time comes.

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I will be wearing black or gray tights and black shoes. I have some black dresses I'm thinking about as well, but they are a lot more melancholy-feeling, like something you'd wear home from a funeral when it's pouring outside.

I know I sound pathetic, but please be nice, I'm struggling badly with self harm right now and had a rough day.

A is the best , better than the rest
 
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mathieu

mathieu

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Jun 5, 2019
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I like A.
 
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AJ95

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Sep 3, 2020
478
I think A is really pretty! I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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Acopia

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Sep 21, 2020
355
C to me looks a little bit too 'ctb'.

A is beautiful, go with A.

- Love, Acopia :heart:
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Number 3 would be my choice. It looks more comfortable.
 
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Sunset764

Sunset764

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May 27, 2019
44
A looks nice, I'm sorry that people are messaging you mean things.
 
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pickajack

pickajack

Student
Jul 17, 2020
115
Terrible that people are sending mean messages. Report them.
 
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DeathBecomesHer ☠

DeathBecomesHer ☠

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Sep 27, 2020
4
I love them all, but definitely A or C
 
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HappyMstake

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Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
A for sure, it's really cute.


Now you got me thinking about what I'm gonna wear when i ctb. hmm...
 
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Panna

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Aug 31, 2020
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I like b, the colors are really nice.
 
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