clockwork_cat
Member
- Feb 24, 2023
- 42
Woke up from another agonizing dream about the person I love. My chest hurts so much, I can't deal with it
I'll be in Alaska soon. On the first day I see the Northern Lights, I'll take my SN. Last night I was laying it all out and my SI just.. melted away, finally.
One thing that was stopping me was my cat, Lain, but I think she would be happier with another owner that was more energetic.
I know I'm too sick to get better. I know I'll always have this hurt. I wish I could've lived a life with the one I love, but I know my karma doesn't allow for that.
I'm ready and I'll make one final post when I'm in Alaska and have everything set up
I'll be in Alaska soon. On the first day I see the Northern Lights, I'll take my SN. Last night I was laying it all out and my SI just.. melted away, finally.
One thing that was stopping me was my cat, Lain, but I think she would be happier with another owner that was more energetic.
I know I'm too sick to get better. I know I'll always have this hurt. I wish I could've lived a life with the one I love, but I know my karma doesn't allow for that.
I'm ready and I'll make one final post when I'm in Alaska and have everything set up