Discussion Plans for the year ahead (2019) anyone?

[Meeseeks]

As much as I've wanted to ctb, I'll probably just attempt to get my shit together. Get back to work, get in a routine, all of that shit. I've has stretches where I've been good before.

Now, I'm not about to go on some "pro life", all is well, rah rah horseshit. Pro choice to a capital T. This world is a meat grinder. I just realize I lack the will for ctb at the moment. Maybe that will change soon, maybe it won't.

 

[NumbItAll]

2019 goals:

• finally get laid for the first time / have some semblance of a social life
• get a real job (that doesn't suck)
• kill myself

Of course, 1 and 2 won't matter if 3 is successful. :)

 

[divinized]

- To not be incredibly anxious/nauseous anymore.
- To get good grades, make more friends.
- Or just end it if all fails lol.

 

[stargazer]

If my bus is, and I say 'is' cautiously, really on its way to me (about time), then I should not live to be alive to welcome in 2019. If all goes well, I wish to be peacefully deceased before New Year's Eve.

 

[Lunaemoth]

I'll only have 5 days of 2019. Three weeks and I'm out of here!! I planned not to see 2019 at all, but 5 days isn't too bad. Maybe the world will end at New Year's and I won't have to bother lol

 

[wanttodie]

My plan is to end my life

 

[stargazer]

My updated plan now seems to be waiting for "some lucky guy or gal" to sign up here, if the 'peak' truly does happen in January (when I've read people delay things until after the Christmas/NYE holiday season.

So now I'm just having to accept i will still be waiting here come 2019.

Ah well. Nothing I can do about it.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

This is the "clean it all up" year for me. Taking out the trash that is my life.

 

[Dead flower]

My plan is CTB after August

 

[TAW122]

Considering that my circumstances have improved slightly and I have just obtained my method of choice, I will say I do have a slight change in plans. I'm on standby currently, so if things get too shitty for me, I can check out. However, for the meantime I'm just going to get some job, try to build a future/career and I guess see how life plays out. Of course, I will always be vigilant and careful (staying out of trouble, keeping level headed and less emotional, and of course, never touch the risky subjects) as I don't want to lose my method or exit.

 

[NumbItAll]

2019 goals:

• finally get laid for the first time / have some semblance of a social life
• get a real job (that doesn't suck)
• kill myself

Of course, 1 and 2 won't matter if 3 is successful. :)

This is not going well, lol.

 

[Mark Edward]

I want to keep fighting depression and apathy.
I want to lighten up and have a bit of fun sometimes.
I don't want to be such a miserable old sod any more.

 

[opiategirl]

death.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Try and stay alive as long as I can stand to. I think i'm basically staying alive out of pure spite at this point, but I know that can't last forever.

I also want to go to the beach one last time.

 

[DownInaHole]

I'm driving across the USA next month to Arizona & California. Doing some meteorite hunting.

 

[waived]

Getting back into relic and treasure hunting is on my list. @DownInaHole Meteorite hunting sounds fun.

 

[Mark Edward]

I'm driving across the USA next month to Arizona & California. Doing some meteorite hunting.

That sounds great. A road trip across the US is the theme of some of my favourite cult films.

 

[Exile]

Going on one last vacation and then, about a month after I return, dying, if I'm lucky.

 

[Grey-zone]

Move out of my parents, live with gf, continue working, get a driver's license, and repeat same existential tedium of past 15 years, but with a car. Maybe in another 2 years, go on an indefinite journey and see some of the world, from which coming back alive is purely optional.

 

[lost illusions]

I'm driving across the USA next month to Arizona & California. Doing some meteorite hunting.

You should stop in and say hi

 

[DownInaHole]

You should stop in and say hi

lol, where you located?

 

[DownInaHole]

I plan on driving I80 which I believe goes through NB.

 

[felix]

I plan on driving I80 which I believe goes through NB.

We cud ctb together lol

 

[DownInaHole]

but I want to live :-)

 

[felix]

but I want to live :-)

Shouldn't be on such a site then. It's unhealthy n doesn't do a thing for u

 

[DownInaHole]

Shouldn't be on such a site then. It's unhealthy n doesn't do a thing for u

Well since I was suicidal for 20 years I feel right at home.

 

[waived]

Shouldn't be on such a site then. It's unhealthy n doesn't do a thing for u

I think it could do humans generally some good to be exposed to conversation about suffering and death which might be uncomfortable at first, but not unhealthy. There are people here who want to go but that isn't everyone. There are people who come to the site as a place to discuss mental health or other struggles they're having without having sanctity of life leveraged against them.

 

[lost illusions]

lol, where you located?

Idaho

 

[lost illusions]

I plan on driving I80 which I believe goes through NB.

I80 will take you through Wyoming utah Nevada then California

 

[lost illusions]

I think it could do humans generally some good to be exposed to conversation about suffering and death which might be uncomfortable at first, but not unhealthy. There are people here who want to go but that isn't everyone. There are people who come to the site as a place to discuss mental health or other struggles they're having without having sanctity of life leveraged against them.

Agreed, life isn't easy, shit happens and nobody is perfect