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just_a_girl

just_a_girl

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Feb 13, 2026
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Hey lovely people <3

I have SN on its way. I'm feeling incredibly peaceful and ready to CTB. I was hoping that my death could be used for some good. So I was wondering how I'd best go about live-streaming the process to best showcase another SN completion. The data matters and I'd like to help.

Any advice on where to stream would be appreciated
 
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Well im not an expert but stream sites will have th cops "saving" you in no time or attempt. I thinking its best to record it and get someone to upload it later.. anything else would seem too risky for me . I'm probaly wrong there might be some sites like on the dark web but I dont know if thid is wha u want beside all thr gore ans other fucked up shit they run on these unmoderated sites. Even then its risky. Best to pre record it. Imo. But im not sure. Do Not ever use twitch or snything cops will be over quickly. Remember on here i heard Stories ot people find the location and trying to intervene. So risky buisness
 
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Well im not an expert but stream sites will have th cops "saving" you in no time or attempt. I thinking it's best to record it and get someone to upload it later.. anything else would seem too risky for me . I'm probaly wrong there might be some sites like on the dark web but I dont know if thid is wha u want beside all thr gore ans other fucked up shit they run on these unmoderated sites. Even then it's risky. Best to pre record it. Imo. But im not sure. Do Not ever use twitch or snything cops will be over quickly. Remember on here i heard Stories ot people find the location and trying to intervene. So risky buisness
Thanks for your reply. I guess that would worry me for sure. I don't have anyone that would upload that for me. I guess I could always do a text minute by minute post here. It's not perfect but I can at least describe the early effects in details
 
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Hey lovely people <3

I have SN on its way. I'm feeling incredibly peaceful and ready to CTB. I was hoping that my death could be used for some good. So I was wondering how I'd best go about live-streaming the process to best showcase another SN completion. The data matters and I'd like to help.

Any advice on where to stream would be appreciated
StrawberryPanic in Brazil video recorded her SN suicide as her boyfriend watched, knowing and accepting what she was doing. It's probably the best video to be found on this subject, on gorecenter.com, wpd and with a Google Drive link posted on SaSu to shorter and longer versions. She looked lovely when taking the SN in two goes, her long hair let down and smiling after SN ingestion, knowing what she had done. She seemed impatient that it took a long time (the camera fell from her hand when she fell unconscious after 25 minutes or so). It was peaceful, just some furrowing of her brow from a headache and shortage of breath. She was looking for an anti-emetic before her CTB, so presumably used one. Her boyfriend also committed suicide soon after he had posted the video for her. A notable moment was when she showed her blue-tinged fingertips and nails with pride to the camera shortly before the end, proof that she had cyanosis from her blood no longer getting sufficient oxygen. Aside from the video, there is a text on SaSu documenting the stages she went through.
 
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