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D3M0LITI0N_H3ARTxo

D3M0LITI0N_H3ARTxo

bats are friends
Jun 29, 2025
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everything is so unbearable and I can't go on any longer. I've decided drowning is my most reliable method unfortunately at the moment, so I would really like more input on this. please, help me in any way you can.
 
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asano.para

asano.para

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Sep 1, 2025
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I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but you still have time to thoroughly think about this. CTB isn't the right decision for anyone, even though it can help you to find peace. Everything can be unbearable as life can be a bitch, but what you may feel now isn't destined to always be that way. What exactly makes you not want to live anymore?
 
hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
249
everything is so unbearable and I can't go on any longer. I've decided drowning is my most reliable method unfortunately at the moment, so I would really like more input on this. please, help me in any way you can.
Drunkenness and a long swim could be a good combo. Think shitfaced drunk where you can't stand up. Maybe rent a boat or buy a kayak.
 
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Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
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All I can add is that I understand this method is quite difficult if you know how to swim and it is very painful initially.
 

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