planning to commit suicide

[404]

I have a strong feeling that I will fail in everything again so this time, I will make preparations before I regret it.

the only method I can do is stabbing sadly (i only have a multipurpose and a serated knife) . I know that there is a very high chance that I will be discovered but I do not have any other materials like a rope and I cannot order SN since the people in my house would get suspicious of the thing I ordered. drowning would be better than stabbing but I am planning to commit suicide far from my home which means I do not have access to water

are there any suggestions on how I should stab/cut myself?

(maybe there are other methods that I do not know of so feel free to suggest)

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I assume this may not be what you want to hear/read, but stabbing/slitting doesn't lead to success in most cases. It's painful and slow. If you still insist on that method and you are serious then you should look into Seppuku.

I suggest you look in the Suicide Resource Compilation for better methods, as you can go out you may consider the CO method in a tent, which should be pretty much affordable.

I don't recommend stabbing/slitting/cutting this is only painful and doesn't lead to success. Anyway it's up to you.

 

[アホペンギン]

PLEASE DON'T CTB BY CUTTING!!! ITS VERY UNRELIABLE AND VERY PAINFUL! There is a very low chance of success as well, if you can't acquire any materials needed for the more reliable and peaceful methods, you should do swb. All you need is handcuffs (or something to tie yourself with) and a backpack (with rocks, preferably with weights to avoid swimming back up.) You should look for some sort of body of water, if you're that desperate to ctb (assuming you're in an area with water.)

 

[404]

PLEASE DON'T CTB BY CUTTING!!! ITS VERY UNRELIABLE AND VERY PAINFUL!

How is it unreliable??

 

[アホペンギン]

How is it unreliable??

i used the wrong word, sorry. Basically what i meant is that you might hit a muscle while cutting and you'll have paralysis there if you survive.

 

[FindingHome]

This is not a good method. Please don't do this to yourself. I tried this before and it will only make you suffer more.

 

[skepsis]

I can't find it right now, there was a chart of methods showing their success rate and painfulness. Cutting is very, very dangerous with a ridiculously low death rate and a high chance that you'll just have a very painful day, ending up in hospital with a giant scar.
There is probably a chance with cutting Arteria Femoralis, but even that is insanely painful and not safe at all. You should choose a different method.

 

[bluebus]

Please don't put yourself through this. If you are really serious about doing this, there are many better ways to go about it. Best of luck