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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

in need of iron
Jan 26, 2025
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Another update

One of them said if I need help I need to go get it and deal with it like an adult.
Honestly I dont even know what caused me to go insane like that but I did and it was so out of the ordinary even for me, it really felt like a psychotic episode.

But i'm gonna drink bleach tomorrow and say fuck it all. I don't really care anymore about the consequences I'm just done

Thanks for reading, see yall in the afterlife if there is one
 
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ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
I hope whatever happends u will find the peace u deserve. Good luck and much love 🤗
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
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Don't
Do
That
!!!

Even when it works it would be a horrible way to die and naybe you survive that but will have permanent damaged throat, stomach and guts.

If you really decide that there won't be hope for you anymore use a rope and read the threads about hanging.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
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Do what you feel is Best, I'm sorry it has come to this ... Butt.. Please don't go the bleach route, it's a nightmare in the making. 🙏
 
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Dingusguy

Dingusguy

I just want to sleep...
Oct 20, 2023
173
However this ends I hope you find peace. But I do not recommend bleach. Of the many ways you can go that one is not likely to work and more likely to make you sick, put you in the hospital and then likely on suicide watch.

If you find another way, or that bleach somehow worked for you I hope you'll be at peace, and if not and you're still here by tomorrow. You're welcome back here with a community who doesn't judge you.
 
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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

in need of iron
Jan 26, 2025
69
Do what you feel is Best, I'm sorry it has come to this ... Butt.. Please don't go the bleach route, it's a nightmare in the making. 🙏
I don't have access to rope, drugs, or anything. It seems like the only solution for me.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

in need of iron
Jan 26, 2025
69
Question for all:
Currently I am prescribed 40mg of paroxetine. How much of those pills do I have to take to CTB? Or at the very least get hospitalized?
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,487
overdosing on paroxetine will not work and drinking bleach will not work. i really recommend looking at the non-methods thread to avoid getting your stomach pumped and getting put into an involuntary psychiatric hold. overdosing rarely ever works for most people that attempt it because you have to take an absurd amount of pills for it to be fatal. this goes for prescribed or over the counter pills.

i truly believe that you can have access to a rope, because you can buy one online or in person for 10-20 dollars. it's the cheapest method for anyone.
 
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