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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

please help me.
Jan 26, 2025
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Another update

One of them said if I need help I need to go get it and deal with it like an adult.
Honestly I dont even know what caused me to go insane like that but I did and it was so out of the ordinary even for me, it really felt like a psychotic episode.

But i'm gonna drink bleach tomorrow and say fuck it all. I don't really care anymore about the consequences I'm just done

Thanks for reading, see yall in the afterlife if there is one
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
210
I hope whatever happends u will find the peace u deserve. Good luck and much love 🤗
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
386
Don't
Do
That
!!!

Even when it works it would be a horrible way to die and naybe you survive that but will have permanent damaged throat, stomach and guts.

If you really decide that there won't be hope for you anymore use a rope and read the threads about hanging.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Experienced
Mar 12, 2025
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Do what you feel is Best, I'm sorry it has come to this ... Butt.. Please don't go the bleach route, it's a nightmare in the making. 🙏
 
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Dingusguy

Dingusguy

I just want to sleep...
Oct 20, 2023
138
However this ends I hope you find peace. But I do not recommend bleach. Of the many ways you can go that one is not likely to work and more likely to make you sick, put you in the hospital and then likely on suicide watch.

If you find another way, or that bleach somehow worked for you I hope you'll be at peace, and if not and you're still here by tomorrow. You're welcome back here with a community who doesn't judge you.
 
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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

please help me.
Jan 26, 2025
39
Do what you feel is Best, I'm sorry it has come to this ... Butt.. Please don't go the bleach route, it's a nightmare in the making. 🙏
I don't have access to rope, drugs, or anything. It seems like the only solution for me.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

please help me.
Jan 26, 2025
39
Question for all:
Currently I am prescribed 40mg of paroxetine. How much of those pills do I have to take to CTB? Or at the very least get hospitalized?
 
monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
260
overdosing on paroxetine will not work and drinking bleach will not work. i really recommend looking at the non-methods thread to avoid getting your stomach pumped and getting put into an involuntary psychiatric hold. overdosing rarely ever works for most people that attempt it because you have to take an absurd amount of pills for it to be fatal. this goes for prescribed or over the counter pills.

i truly believe that you can have access to a rope, because you can buy one online or in person for 10-20 dollars. it's the cheapest method for anyone.
 
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