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planning my death while getting through the day only makes things worse

kasa

kasa

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Sep 18, 2025
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i put off every single thing i don't want to do. with the thought "i'm going to die anyway, so what's the point?" i just fall further and further behind.
the only people who'd praise me for simply surviving are psychiatrists. to everyone else i probably just look like a lazy idiot making excuses. and yet i can't even ctb properly. pathetic
 
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