skyofAuroras

skyofAuroras

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Apr 10, 2018
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I made this account a long time ago. I stopped coming here sometime October 2018. I wanted to give reccovery my all. It did help a little but im done with it. Now I'm back here. Not for long though. Like the title states I'll be gone either tomorrow or in a few hours. I just want some company until then. I'll update a few minutes before i actually do it. I think im ready for it.
 
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Avicii

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I made this account a long time ago. I stopped coming here sometime October 2018. I wanted to give reccovery my all. It did help a little but im done with it. Now I'm back here. Not for long though. Like the title states I'll be gone either tomorrow or in a few hours. I just want some company until then. I'll update a few minutes before i actually do it. I think im ready for it.
What method
 
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skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
That would be against the rules, I'm afraid.

@skyofAuroras, are you okay? Can you let us know what's going on?
Im alright. Just getting things in order. I understand the concern but I'm okay with this. I dont want anyone to change my mind. Im just looking to not feel so alone in my last moments.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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I don't want you to feel alone either. Are you somewhere secure and comfortable?
 
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skyofAuroras

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Apr 10, 2018
136
I don't want you to feel alone either. Are you somewhere secure and comfortable?
Yeah I am somewhere comfortable. Currently laying in bed, just finished writing my note.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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What continent? as in: is it night?
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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You're planning to wait until evening, though? Or am I misreading you?

Are you listening to music? Would you like me to sing to you? (Probably not but I like to offer!)
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
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@skyofAuroras
I sincerely hope you achieve what you want.
Good luck and massive hugs to you!
 
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skyofAuroras

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Apr 10, 2018
136
You're planning to wait until evening, though? Or am I misreading you?

Are you listening to music? Would you like me to sing to you? (Probably not but I like to offer!)
Yeah Im planning to do it in the evening, maybe 4-5 hours from now. I am not currently listening to anything, recommend anything? Also i would love to hear you sing (if you dont mind).
 
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Faraway1990

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Sending you love friend ❤️
 
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DohnJoe

DohnJoe

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Feb 18, 2019
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Sometimes life doesn't give those a break who need one the most. Truthfully, it is unfortunate to see one feel themselves forced into making such a decision. Alas, that is your freedom...your freewill choice to determine. If you do go through, good luck with what follows. Consciousness does not experience cessation simply through that of the brain;...so make sure to consciously focus your thoughts and mentality as you make the passage. Your experience will unfold in corresponding result of such. You may disregard this as nonsense now...but soon enough, Reality will not allow continued ignorance. May these words leave some imprint for when that time so come. What you think, you will surely experience. Mind set is everything. Chosen thoughts are vital. Choose well, after you have made this life's final choice.
 
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Imgonnahangmyself

Student
May 25, 2019
150
Sorry, i would rather not share which method im using, hope thats alright
I see you've been on here a long time, so you've probably put a lot of thought into this decision. Anyway I hope you make the right decision. And I hope everything goes the way you want it to. I hope you find peace. Can you tell tell me your reasons for doing it?
 
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Ixtabba

Ixtabba

I’ve got a war in my mind.
Jul 25, 2019
29
I'm here. I'll keep you company if you need it. Please be at peace if I'm too late at writing this.
 
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skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
I see you've been on here a long time, so you've probably put a lot of thought into this decision. Anyway I hope you make the right decision. And I hope everything goes the way you want it to. I hope you find peace. Can you tell tell me your reasons for doing it?
Honestly im just tired and really apathetic to everything. My life has been good recently. I have a lot going for me. But i dont want any of it. I dont care how good my future can be or all the experiences I'll miss out on. Theres still a lot of issues i have to work through and i dont think im strong enough for that. I just want some peace and quiet in my head. I dont even want to be happy, i just want to be okay. I think today i am doing okay, but thats probably because i know i won't be here much longer.
 
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DoneWithThis

Student
Jul 20, 2019
125
I'm happy for you. You gave this "life" thing your best. And soon enough you'll be be free from it all. I hope you get to go out with the least pain possible, the most peaceful way possible, whatever the method the method you choose. I'm glad you're comfortable and enjoying your last moments. Big hugs.
 
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wanttodie.nz

Student
Jul 24, 2019
114
Are you comfortable? Will you feel any pain?
 
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Ixtabba

I’ve got a war in my mind.
Jul 25, 2019
29
I wish I could hug you so I knew you were comfortable.
 
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skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
Are you comfortable? Will you feel any pain?
Yeah im comfortable. I will feel some pain but only for a little bit
I'm happy for you. You gave this "life" thing your best. And soon enough you'll be be free from it all. I hope you get to go out with the least pain possible, the most peaceful way possible, whatever the method the method you choose. I'm glad you're comfortable and enjoying your last moments. Big hugs.
I dont know why but this reply is so soft and nice it made me tear up a little
*hugs
 
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wanttodie.nz

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Jul 24, 2019
114
Are you afraid or at peace knowing that you will no longer be here in a few hours?
 
lilyeehaw

lilyeehaw

yeehaw?
Jun 30, 2019
86
Peaceful journeys friend, You will always be welcome back here if you change your mind :hug:
 
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skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
Are you afraid or at peace knowing that you will no longer be here in a few hours?
I am nervous but not necessarily afraid. I'm at peace with this. I've lived through some awful stuff, but also through a lot of good. Im okay with ending my life like this.
I wish I could hug you so I knew you were comfortable.
*hugs*
 
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wanttodie.nz

Student
Jul 24, 2019
114
What do you think waits for you after death?
 
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Sep 18, 2018
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What do you think waits for you after death?
uhh, pretty wise question to ask someone who's about to pass. wonder if it's gonna make them anxious and overwhelmed even more or not.
 
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skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
What do you think waits for you after death?
Im not sure what comes after death. I dont believe in heaven or hell. I tend to believe more in reincarnation and living on in a new life. Im hoping the next life will be better than this one.
 
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binturong

shining of stars calls me home
Jul 4, 2019
102
I do sincerely hope that you will find the peace, here or out. Good luck. *hugs*
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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Good luck, I hope you find peace in whatever you do and be free of suffering. :hug:
 
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wanttodie.nz

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Where are you with your preparations? Are you just waiting now?
 

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