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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
The goal would be to kill myself by hanging like Inquisator Ghost.

I'll turn 25, the 30th of November but the pain is so tremendous I'm uncertain whether I can hold out until then
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,055
I wish you the best of luck with your plans.
 
Lost_my_soul

Lost_my_soul

No one will help you unless it benefits them
Sep 13, 2023
116
I hope you find peace, if you choose to do it, btw, advance happy birthday ❤️
 
bonnibelbubble

bonnibelbubble

Member
Oct 10, 2023
8
I plan to do the same on December 14 (I too will be 25 years old) and I have lived between good and bad, but I have lived worse. I ask myself, what is the point of living? I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option).
 
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ApostleOfPain

Member
Oct 12, 2023
14
The goal would be to kill myself by hanging like Inquisator Ghost.

I'll turn 25, the 30th of November but the pain is so tremendous I'm uncertain whether I can hold out until then
Are you doing partial or full hanging?
 
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k1w1

Experienced
Feb 16, 2022
278
I plan to do the same on December 14 (I too will be 25 years old) and I have lived between good and bad, but I have lived worse. I ask myself, what is the point of living? I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option).
"I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option)" NO....that wont work. There are really only 3 methods that are effective and pain free. All are well discussed on this site & take time to organise. A good death is like a good life, it takes effort. Ignore the over-the-counter stuff, the jumpers from great heights, and hanging by one's big toe, all the crap that gets talked about exhaustively here.
 
bonnibelbubble

bonnibelbubble

Member
Oct 10, 2023
8
"I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option)" NO....that wont work. There are really only 3 methods that are effective and pain free. All are well discussed on this site & take time to organise. A good death is like a good life, it takes effort. Ignore the over-the-counter stuff, the jumpers from great heights, and hanging by one's big toe, all the crap that gets talked about exhaustively here.
How do you know that excessive medication will not work? if there are people who took overdoses of antidepressants and sleeping medications, fell asleep and died in the end.
 
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letmejoindeath

Kill me
Oct 15, 2023
198
I'll either be in front of you or right behind you.

Maybe will see each other in the after.
 
kilowatt

kilowatt

Odour of Torture
Sep 9, 2023
381
Best of luck to you. Coincidencially enough, my planned date is also November 30th. Three days away from my 20th birthday.
 
MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
Best of luck to you. Coincidencially enough, my planned date is also November 30th. Three days away from my 20th birthday.
Why 3 days away and not the day itself and what's the method? I'm going for hanging
 
abcz

abcz

confused with life
Sep 19, 2023
71
Why 3 days away and not the day itself and what's the method? I'm going for hanging
I'm actually curious why you are choosing the day itself. I don't want to be any older. Waiting til that day would contradict that
 
MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I'm actually curious why you are choosing the day itself. I don't want to be any older. Waiting til that day would contradict that
I love life, I want to make it to at least 25
 
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kilowatt

kilowatt

Odour of Torture
Sep 9, 2023
381
Why 3 days away and not the day itself and what's the method? I'm going for hanging
It involved multiple reasons. The set date being 3 days away from my birthday is just a coincidence, I wouldn't specially wish to CTB on my birthday, I guess.
 
IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
480
The goal would be to kill myself by hanging like Inquisator Ghost.

I'll turn 25, the 30th of November but the pain is so tremendous I'm uncertain whether I can hold out until then
What went wrong @MeowTheFlemishCat ?
 
Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
Nearly it's 61 pages
Wow, a suicide 'book' as opposed to a note!😆
Just kidding,. You took a bit of flak on here in some quarters regarding the note, but you're obviously going through a very tough situation. I wish you peace.
 
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