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Handsup051

Handsup051

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Jul 2, 2026
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I'm planning to go through a full suspension sometime later this month and I'd like a soundboard to make sure the plan is solid.
I live at my parents' house and they are planning to move across the country to Florida early next year. Mom is already there. I just drove Dad to the airport for his visit to her. Mom's coming for a visit next month. The plan is to commit the act in the night after Dad gets back, and a decent time before Mom arrives, the idea is to make the body retrieval swift and to save Mom the time and money by timing the Funeral for around when she'll already be here.

The house has a deck in the backyard overlooking a back patio leading to the Basement door. There's enough space from the Deck's railing for about a 12-foot drop to the patio. That's where I plan the drop. Today I got ahold of 3 yards of some Derby rope, smooth and rated for well over my body weight. After Dad goes to sleep, I'll take a bunch of Theanine to smooth over the nerves, leave a note where he can find it in the morning, and then do the drop. I want to make sure he finds me in the morning so I don't rot too much.

Does this all sound good? Would me doing this affect the resale value of the house? Does the plan around the timing work? I'd appreciate any opinions on this.
 
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