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Okokaykay

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May 10, 2023
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Jumping is a method I really didn't want to do, because it's so messy/can potentially involve other people, but I'm getting desperate. I can't stand being here anymore. I thought that I'd wait for an SN supply to open up, but with all rumours of authorities getting in the way and suppliers becoming harder to find, I feel hopeless. I just want to cbt- It's selfish, but jumping feels like my only obtainable option.
My town is small- There's hardly any tall buildings/bridges, nevermind if theyre accessible or not. The idea of failing and ending up as more of a burden terrifies me to the point where I feel sick. I need a height that's guaranteed to kill me.
 
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timetodie24

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Apr 14, 2023
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I'm think of jumping too , scared but feel like that or partial suspension are my only options and would rather jump. I'm in England too and having same issue. There is a bridge near me that's often a ctb spot but it's not guranteed fatal height so i think most people die from drowning not the fall. Can't really travel and can't find a higher accessible spot. There's some cliffs but can't find height of most or not tall enough. I hate that jumping is so unpredictable if not a massive height as some people die from tiny falls due to head injury yet others survive golden gate bridge and higher .
I wish england had more skyscrapers that were also accessible, would be a quick guaranteed way out
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't think it's selfish if one wants to be permanently free from this existence they aren't obligated to suffer in. I really do hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, it disgusts me how humans wish to make suicide as inaccessible as possible, the UK really is such an anti-suicide country.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

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A few of us here are looking to have beachy head as our main method.
At 530 feet tall it has a fantastic view and is a great place to become a flying human.
 
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victoria91

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Jan 15, 2019
114
Beachy head. It's my dream to Ctb there .
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
I used to think about Beachy Head all the while before exploring peaceful routes.

There's still a huge magnetism for jumping from BH though.
 
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TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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We should organise a "sasu" party at beachy head, have a cracking night getting drunk and then all just jump at the same time…….🙄
 
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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
245
Beachy Head would be a no brainer if jumping was your choice and you live in England!
 
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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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We should organise a "sasu" party at beachy head, have a cracking night getting drunk and then all just jump at the same time…….🙄
actually agree with this, As there is less chance looking like ctb'ing & patrols stopping 10 people all jumping together.
 
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KafiTheFailure

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Jun 20, 2023
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Jumping is a method I really didn't want to do, because it's so messy/can potentially involve other people, but I'm getting desperate. I can't stand being here anymore. I thought that I'd wait for an SN supply to open up, but with all rumours of authorities getting in the way and suppliers becoming harder to find, I feel hopeless. I just want to cbt- It's selfish, but jumping feels like my only obtainable option.
My town is small- There's hardly any tall buildings/bridges, nevermind if theyre accessible or not. The idea of failing and ending up as more of a burden terrifies me to the point where I feel sick. I need a height that's guaranteed to kill me.
im in England too so maybe we could all organize a meet up and then jump together lol
 
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KafiTheFailure

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Jun 20, 2023
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that would be the dream tbh
hey man we need to talk logistics do u mind joining my discord server? so we can plan things out/or atleast discuss how viable a plan we can have https://discord.gg/cmehvYPp
A few of us here are looking to have beachy head as our main method.
At 530 feet tall it has a fantastic view and is a great place to become a flying human.
well we need some kinda groupchat to organize a date, meet-up and stuff...
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
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We should organise a "sasu" party at beachy head, have a cracking night getting drunk and then all just jump at the same time…….🙄
Would probably be the best way of beating SI
 
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KafiTheFailure

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We should organise a "sasu" party at beachy head, have a cracking night getting drunk and then all just jump at the same time…….🙄
yes so lets make a groupchat and form a plan
 
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gbi2

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Jul 10, 2023
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A few of us here are looking to have beachy head as our main method.
At 530 feet tall it has a fantastic view and is a great place to become a flying human.
It looks like it could be hard to pinpoint the exact straight down drop by the stripy lighthouse but I'm sure even in front of the other one isn't much less height, as are the cliff in-between. They still must be 450+. I read an article where someone had been found in front oth the lighthouse on the cliff and over that way looks more of a sheer drop.
I'd previously thought I'd try and pinpoint the highest possible bit but if I do this method now I'll probably settle for almost anywhere between the two lighthouses.
We should organise a "sasu" party at beachy head, have a cracking night getting drunk and then all just jump at the same time…….🙄

I thought of something like that but if anyone bottles it it could go wrong, not least if they are the only one left they could face a charge of assisting multiple suicides.
Getting colder now too so parties might be seen as suspicious.
Otherwise it is a good idea because they couldn't stop people going at the same time.
 
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KafiTheFailure

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It looks like it could be hard to pinpoint the exact straight down drop by the stripy lighthouse but I'm sure even in front of the other one isn't much less height, as are the cliff in-between. They still must be 450+. I read an article where someone had been found in front oth the lighthouse on the cliff and over that way looks more of a sheer drop.
I'd previously thought I'd try and pinpoint the highest possible bit but if I do this method now I'll probably settle for almost anywhere between the two lighthouses.


I thought of something like that but if anyone bottles it it could go wrong, not least if they are the only one left they could face a charge of assisting multiple suicides.
Getting colder now too so parties might be seen as suspicious.
Otherwise it is a good idea because they couldn't stop people going at the same time.
well, isn't that a good thing? if anyone decides to come and not jump there's a worse fate waiting for them in jail. so at the very least, it'll ensure that we'll all jump
 
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Krokodile

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Nov 18, 2023
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im in England too so maybe we could all organize a meet up and then jump together lol

Reminds me of a movie I saw once, though if I recall the message of the movie of course would be more the pro-life side of things.

Two men, who both have tried to commit a suicide, decide to found a "Let's do it together"-suicide association to help the self-destructive people to succeed in their goal. Soon they have a bus load of candidates and together they start a bus tour in order to find a suitable place for the mass suicide. The trip takes them from Finland via Norway to the Central Europe....
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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Beachy head is very popular but you could also find some other accessible tall buildings if somehow Beachy head won't work for you.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

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Sep 30, 2023
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It looks like it could be hard to pinpoint the exact straight down drop by the stripy lighthouse but I'm sure even in front of the other one isn't much less height, as are the cliff in-between. They still must be 450+. I read an article where someone had been found in front oth the lighthouse on the cliff and over that way looks more of a sheer drop.
I'd previously thought I'd try and pinpoint the highest possible bit but if I do this method now I'll probably settle for almost anywhere between the two lighthouses.


I thought of something like that but if anyone bottles it it could go wrong, not least if they are the only one left they could face a charge of assisting multiple suicides.
Getting colder now too so parties might be seen as suspicious.
Otherwise it is a good idea because they couldn't stop people going at the same time.
I've heard a few people say that the best places are definitely between the 2 lighthouses. Definitely high enough anywhere between these 2 points.
I guess the only thing to check before jumping is to make sure there are no protruding outcrops below, and nobody is below you on the beach.
It's extremely rare to survive beachy head, yet I read of a failed attempt when someone got caught on a ledge on his way down after jumping.
It looks like it could be hard to pinpoint the exact straight down drop by the stripy lighthouse but I'm sure even in front of the other one isn't much less height, as are the cliff in-between. They still must be 450+. I read an article where someone had been found in front oth the lighthouse on the cliff and over that way looks more of a sheer drop.
I'd previously thought I'd try and pinpoint the highest possible bit but if I do this method now I'll probably settle for almost anywhere between the two lighthouses.


I thought of something like that but if anyone bottles it it could go wrong, not least if they are the only one left they could face a charge of assisting multiple suicides.
Getting colder now too so parties might be seen as suspicious.
Otherwise it is a good idea because they couldn't stop people going at the same time.
The idea of a suicide party kind of appeals to me, yet I think it's impractical because someone is bound to back out because of survival instinct, especially after seeing someone else jump.
Also, there is the danger of a psychopath getting into the group, and having fun watching people die.
In reality I would never ctb with a partner or a group.
It's a deeply personal thing to me and therefore should be done alone, despite how afraid we may be of being alone at the time.
 
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gbi2

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I've heard a few people say that the best places are definitely between the 2 lighthouses. Definitely high enough anywhere between these 2 points.
I guess the only thing to check before jumping is to make sure there are no protruding outcrops below, and nobody is below you on the beach.
It's extremely rare to survive beachy head, yet I read of a failed attempt when someone got caught on a ledge on his way down after jumping.

Yeah I've read that too. Also, the years of some stories I've read are quite a few years ago now and looking though the images in a google search shows the cliffs to have been quite a bit different, at least by the stripy lighthouse, so there has been a bit of erosion in recent years.
I just haven't decided whether to try and run so I jump out far so I'll easily miss any ledges or to just stand at the edge and lean over with my eyes shut.

Some people did say they saw a car drive down a track, the driver got out, ran round the back of the car and leapt over. Which has also made me wonder if it would be best to do that, or to enjoy time in the area for the day first.

For some reason the cold weather is putting me off. Dunno why my head is saying "but it'll be freezing on that clifftop this time of year". I should have done it a couple of months ago when I first thought of it.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

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Yeah I've read that too. Also, the years of some stories I've read are quite a few years ago now and looking though the images in a google search shows the cliffs to have been quite a bit different, at least by the stripy lighthouse, so there has been a bit of erosion in recent years.
I just haven't decided whether to try and run so I jump out far so I'll easily miss any ledges or to just stand at the edge and lean over with my eyes shut.

Some people did say they saw a car drive down a track, the driver got out, ran round the back of the car and leapt over. Which has also made me wonder if it would be best to do that, or to enjoy time in the area for the day first.

For some reason the cold weather is putting me off. Dunno why my head is saying "but it'll be freezing on that clifftop this time of year". I should have done it a couple of months ago when I first thought of it.
Yeah, I think taking a running jump is a good thing to avoid any potential outcrops on the way down, even a small outcrop.
Yet there is also the option of driving a car over the edge. Several people have done this in the past.
I doubt an airbag or seat belt would stop a successful ctb.
It sounds like a fun way to go through, driving over the edge at speed. Waaaaaaaay !
 
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gbi2

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Yeah, I think taking a running jump is a good thing to avoid any potential outcrops on the way down, even a small outcrop.
Yet there is also the option of driving a car over the edge. Several people have done this in the past.
I doubt an airbag or seat belt would stop a successful ctb.
It sounds like a fun way to go through, driving over the edge at speed. Waaaaaaaay !

Yeah it is a strangely exciting feeling. Near where I live there are plenty of cliffs just no obvious sheer drop. People base jump from some nearer to me than Beachy Head but I'd have to check them out first because they don't look like sheer drops.

One thing I thought at Beachy Head too, was to do it when the tide was big and a couple of hours before high tide, so that even if I did survive it wouldn't be possible to do an immediate rescue, and I'd drown or die eventually. Sometimes the sea does seem to hit the cliffs to a point that it will wash a body away.
 
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losing hope

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It sounds like a fun way to go through, driving over the edge at speed. Waaaaaaaay !

I would def be up for this if this was a group thing. We could all carry petrol with us, to ensure that a flames get us if the inital crash doesn't. I personally might drink some SN beforehand, just to be triple sure.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

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I would def be up for this if this was a group thing. We could all carry petrol with us, to ensure that a flames get us if the inital crash doesn't. I personally might drink some SN beforehand, just to be triple sure.
We could hire a coach I guess and all get fucked- up on booze or whatever and then all go over the edge at full speed. Yaaaay !
 
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minutelate119

the cold misty morning
Nov 29, 2023
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look around the white cliffs of Dover and you'll find somewhere to ctb easily, lest you don't mind religious types around there talking to anyone (so i heard)

id kill to ctb there but it's too long of a journey to make without parents knowing so imma just hang myself i think
 
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goingsoor

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Nov 7, 2022
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I'm in Eastbourne now and contemplating it. I've been hear before and couldn't do it but another year has passed and I can't seem to make any change so thinking it's my only way out of this thing called life…
 
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Copier0997

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Dec 8, 2023
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I can't imagine throwing myself off a cliff or bridge. It's so violent. How do people summon the courage? I can imagine SN because the act itself is just drinking, and the effect is death. But standing on a ledge and stepping off must be terrifying. My legs feel like jelly thinking of the sensation of accelerating towards the ground.
 
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losing hope

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I can't imagine throwing myself off a cliff or bridge. It's so violent. How do people summon the courage? I can imagine SN because the act itself is just drinking, and the effect is death. But standing on a ledge and stepping off must be terrifying. My legs feel like jelly thinking of the sensation of accelerating towards the ground.

I have this same fear but wondering if there is s a drug one can take to reduce that fear? Alcohol doesn't reduce my fear. Heard Ketamine might help for this as well as cocaine? The latter seemed to work for Tony Montana in the film Scarface;

 
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