Venting pitiful loser

[Captain laser]

my parents have stressed to me already that i need to make money as they're getting older and thinking about the day they will die, but im making way too many stupid mistakes, turns out all my attendance in college up to this point doesnt count because i forgot one little thing, im so fucking retarded, i shouldve died 4 years ago, ive always known i was useless, everyone around me has always known, i'll never make it in the real world, and everytime i make a mistake my parents always get so disappointed in me, its impossible not to feel like a failure when someone cant even look in your face and says "honestly..." and meanwhile i ask my friends for comfort and that piece of shit stoner with supportive parents says "it gets better! im succeding in college and moving out soon :)" yknow, unlike you :)
i have to hang myself from the fucking hammock hook and then at least my family wont have to worry about supporting a fucking failure of a child

 

[Aknu132]

Sinto muito quê você esteja passando por isso, mas a culpa não é sua, seus pais o trouxeram para esse mundo e colocaram um enorme peso nas suas costas que é viver nesse mundo podre com pessoas más e um sistema totalmente indiviualizado que só vê os outros como ferramentas a ser usada, e seu amigo é um belo de um fdp ein, slc. Mas sempre lembre-se de pensar em você e nunca fazer algo por impulso ou pode acabar pior, tente não se machucar mais, se agarra a qualquer oportunidade possível de se sentir melhor, tente pedir ajuda a outras pessoas, talvez explicar melhor como você se sente.

 

[Captain laser]

i said i was having trouble with college and OF COURSE her first suggestion was "i learned more from basements around my university, also have you tried drugs :)" god i dont know how much is envy and how much is hatred.

 

[IDontKnow1000]

Pretty much the same here man.

Don't be too harsh on yourself. Life is all about luck.

 

[LongJacks]

my parents have stressed to me already that i need to make money as they're getting older and thinking about the day they will die, but im making way too many stupid mistakes, turns out all my attendance in college up to this point doesnt count because i forgot one little thing, im so fucking retarded, i shouldve died 4 years ago, ive always known i was useless, everyone around me has always known, i'll never make it in the real world, and everytime i make a mistake my parents always get so disappointed in me, its impossible not to feel like a failure when someone cant even look in your face and says "honestly..." and meanwhile i ask my friends for comfort and that piece of shit stoner with supportive parents says "it gets better! im succeding in college and moving out soon :)" yknow, unlike you :)
i have to hang myself from the fucking hammock hook and then at least my family wont have to worry about supporting a fucking failure of a child

Fuck man... I hate this world, I'm in a similar situation to yours (Can't work, have no education and to get welfare it's almost impossible so I can support myself) shit keeps getting expensive and If my mom dies I'll end up homeless, you're being pressured so much it feels suffocating like you fell in a pit and you cannot get out of it...

I wish you luck man

Also don't do drugs, believe me that shit won't help you but it will make the pit deeper for you and your situation worse