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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
So here I am again - trapped in the pit of despair.
Nothing in this world interests me at all.
Even if I won millions on the lottery I still wouldnt be happy, I would still want to die.
I dont even want to get better anymore.
Maybe Im already dead and dont know it, because feeling dead is all I feel now.
 
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Rainbow Dash

Rainbow Dash

Aspie
Aug 11, 2024
207
Well maybe this will cheer you up.
Seen your last post too lol.

Each second we spend on earth breathing we are closer to death ^_^

But yes.
I agree and I am in the sams boat.

Hobbies and interests are gone too and motivstion to get up to work are also very limited.

Sadly rent needs payment so thst my motivation to get out of bed when the alarm rings.

:( but anyway!!!!

Welcome to SS <3 UwU
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Here's some Saturday to hopefully cheer you up a little. 1000000279
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,969
I understand as I just wish to not exist as well, to permanently cease existing is all I hope for, I've never had any interest in this torturous futile existence and I suffer simply from existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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