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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
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Hey all,

I have pain all over my body, especially in my left leg. It's an excruciating pain, it's called "nerve pain". I also get that pain in my groin and my right leg (which has a below the knee amputation). This is a main reason for ctb.

I know this sounds pretty, but I also get neck pain which makes me want to stay in bed. My neck feels weak and my head feels heavy. This is a minor reason for ctb.

I also have mental issues, which I'll leave for another thread.
 
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Darksektori

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Jun 8, 2020
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Nerve pain is horrible, I have neuropathy because of Lithium toxicity, psychiatrist over prescribed my doses causing me to have seizures between up to 5 a day sometimes more. It proved that in reality so called professional help is pretty useless for me anyway, I was just a Guinea pig to these so called professionals, therapists only care because they're paid to care and listen to you, what a joke.

But I understand the suffering you must be going through, I hope you find relief to your pain
 
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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
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Nerve pain is horrible, I have neuropathy because of Lithium toxicity, psychiatrist over prescribed my doses causing me to have seizures between up to 5 a day sometimes more. It proved that in reality so called professional help is pretty useless for me anyway, I was just a Guinea pig to these so called professionals, therapists only care because they're paid to care and listen to you, what a joke.

But I understand the suffering you must be going through, I hope you find relief to your pain
Amen brother.
 
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AcornUnderground

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Feb 28, 2020
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I have alot of nerve pain, too and I know EXACTLY what you mean about your neck. I have terrible neck pain often, but all the time my head feels too heavy for my neck and I just HAVE TO LAY DOWN. All the time. I have Sjogren's Syndrome but I also have neuropathy - and that causes my nerve pain - and it may cause the head issues. Look up dysautonomia or POTS. I am so sorry.
 
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MaybeSoon

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Oct 11, 2019
261
I've had bad sciatica before, and it has been debilitating to the extreme. Even moreso than when I have had huge dental abcess. Can't even imagine what you guys have went through.
 
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lululoo

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Dec 15, 2018
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I'm sorry for your pain. I have nerve pain, fibro, and I also have the neck thing. It's not petty to not want to have pain.
 
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Darksektori

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Fibro is awful my cousin sufferers from that it's like getting hit with a baseball bat all over.
 
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