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MalboroMan420

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Jul 1, 2023
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I'm a small farmer. I don't farm a lot of crop but, to be in this business you need special licenses to buy special chemicals.. pesticides, herbicides, pre emergents….

And on these bottles I buy, I wonder to myself.. how deadly *are* some of these …. I know death would more than likely be VERY agonizing , but if I say.. boarded myself up on my land and downed a bottle of round up concentrate, surely I couldn't survive that. Sure my organs would all turn to mush but..

It's that or a shotgun blast. Tried the shotgun method before but I was found by the DNR before I was even ready.. wad setting up a tent in the woods and , sure as shit.. i set up on "private property" and was cited for trespassing.
 
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eccram

Member
Jul 4, 2023
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Paralysis/suffocation would be the likely outcome.

Nerve agents are the most toxic of the known chemical warfare agents. They are chemically similar to organophosphate pesticides and exert their biological effects by inhibiting acetylcholinesterase enzymes.... Manifestations of nerve agent exposure include rhinorrhea, chest tightness, pinpoint pupils, shortness of breath, excessive salivation and sweating, nausea, vomiting, abdominal cramps,involuntary defecation and urination, muscle twitching, confusion, seizures, flaccid paralysis, coma, respiratory failure, and death.
Nerve agents and other organophosphate pesticides cause acetylcholinesterase inhibition, resulting in signs and symptoms such as pinpoint pupils, eye pain, sweating, drooling, tearing, vomiting, and seizure, also known as Pesticide Syndrome, or Cholinergic Toxidrome.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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If it were me, without question, I'd choose the shotgun over the pesticides. I'd much rather have quick and certain, as opposed to slow and torturous. It's really no contest between the two choices for me.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Trying to CTB with pesticides is not recommended. This is a gruesome and painful process. I suggest you look into other methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation.
 

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