monetpompo
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- Apr 21, 2025
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my stomach has been hurting all day and i also want to throw up. it feels like a mix of cramps and a stomach ache. i don't know why it's so bad this week when i've never had so much stomach pain before. i've also had a headache all day so i'm going to take more exedrin. i cried earlier today because i felt like a loser and i felt like no one wanted to talk to me or be my friend even though none of my friends even hate me. i feel really sick today. i wanted to get more physical activity today but i feel too nauseous to go on a walk. my family doesn't celebrate thanksgiving, so i've mostly been in bed. i came back from the gas station earlier and picked up snacks, since no fast food places were open.
my period makes my anxiety ramp up and i was struck with immense dread from needing to prepare for my suicide an hour ago, and the same thing will probably happen tonight. i just have this awful thought that everyone is secretly making fun of me or thinks i'm pathetic. even if it's irrational i believe it every time. i probably have some sort of undiagnosed anxiety disorder, but it feels like i'm faking it for attention.
my period makes my anxiety ramp up and i was struck with immense dread from needing to prepare for my suicide an hour ago, and the same thing will probably happen tonight. i just have this awful thought that everyone is secretly making fun of me or thinks i'm pathetic. even if it's irrational i believe it every time. i probably have some sort of undiagnosed anxiety disorder, but it feels like i'm faking it for attention.
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