CatabolicSeed
they/them
- Feb 19, 2020
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You literally cannot talk about suicide at all (outside SS and similar websites) without everyone going STOP! HERE'S A HELPLINE! :) and it completely halts any real helpful discussion that can be had about suicide. For example I used to try to use auto-therapy bots like Woebot and Wysa. Essentially the deal with these apps is they allow you to vent without actually having to talk to a real person, and can thus help you process stuff on your own. But if you so much as mention suicide they shove helplines in your face and make the entire process of the app immediately shut down. And if you google anything related to suicide (even innocuous stuff) or even just depression, top results are autofilled with a helpline.
And forget about if you try to mention stuff like this to a REAL therapist. they're always trying to make a "safety plan". Like newsflash, if I plan on killing myself I'm gonna kill myself. If you can't even talk to a therapist about suicide without them institutionalizing you or dropping you as a client because you're a "liability" (both of which happened to me), what's even the point? How are you supposed to work on healing from what makes you suicidal if you can't even talk about being suicidal? The whole system is so paradoxical and it's why I've stopped trying therapy entirely.
Helplines CAN be useful IF you get randomly assigned someone who's actually cool (which in my experience with Crisis Text Line happens about half the time), but they have to stop being treated as a one-size-fits-all cure to suicidality.
And forget about if you try to mention stuff like this to a REAL therapist. they're always trying to make a "safety plan". Like newsflash, if I plan on killing myself I'm gonna kill myself. If you can't even talk to a therapist about suicide without them institutionalizing you or dropping you as a client because you're a "liability" (both of which happened to me), what's even the point? How are you supposed to work on healing from what makes you suicidal if you can't even talk about being suicidal? The whole system is so paradoxical and it's why I've stopped trying therapy entirely.
Helplines CAN be useful IF you get randomly assigned someone who's actually cool (which in my experience with Crisis Text Line happens about half the time), but they have to stop being treated as a one-size-fits-all cure to suicidality.