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All I want is to escape this agonizing place. The only thing that worries me is the possibility of failing and being in a more miserable state than I am now.
I feel like death is a warm dark blanket of peace. Eternal sleep out of existence. No pain, no sorrow, just an endless nothing.
I am afraid of feeling pain during ctb
I believe that when I die, I will not see anything. Just a dark infinite void where you don't feel or know anything. You just left a physical plane and that's it.
I think, for me at least, having an extreme amount of emotional pain got rid of my si.
As far as fearing death goes, I don't really think about what will happen after I die. I focus more on the act of ctb than what will happen after I ctb.
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