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People who decided that they should recover, what stopped you from CTBing?

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raging nihilist
Apr 25, 2023
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For me it's my mom having a mental breakdown after I tried to ctb and told her
 
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i think my main reason is a friend of mine saying if i died she'd quickly follow suit to beat me up in hell for leaving her behind lol. she has a lot of potential and i see her having an amazing life despite the struggles she faces, and i just couldn't do that to her. whether she's serious or not, i dont want to risk it.
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myusername

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Apr 19, 2023
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Realizing that if I killed myself, my narcissistic ex's ego would flourish. I'm not giving him that.
 
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SlowBurn

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May 4, 2023
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Drugs and the realization that I've got all this time and there's no reason I should be in a rush to do literally anything unless I want to.
 
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